mattheo riddle one shots

forgive me

he cheated on me, he says he loves me

"your the most beautiful girl i've ever seen"

"nothing would stop me from loving you"

"i'll never hurt you"

it was a lie. but i wanted to know why. i found out three days ago about what he'd done. but i couldn't believe it. it seemed as though he loved me more than anything. i guess not

i go to his room, crying. he doesn't know that i know.
i knock the door and he answers immediately.
"y/n! oh my god, you've been ignoring me? where have you been?"
he pulled me close and smoothed my hair, before walking into his room with me and shutting the door.
he didn't let go so i decided to push away.
"why would you do this to me? i thought you loved me!" i cry.
"i do love you y/n. more than anything. i- i didn't mean to cheat i'm sorry"
"you said you'd never hurt me! you said i was the most beautiful girl you'd ever seen mattheo! and you cheated on me..."
"y/n you are the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. i love you okay please forgive me i love you"
he starts to tear up, trying to get grasp of me to hug me. it was bad. i needed to get away from him but the only thing that keeps me sane is him.
i just wanted to stay.
he picks me up and lays me down on his bed. then cuddling on top of me i try to get him off but there's no use. he's now crying.

"y/n.. please don't break up with me.. please!" he holds me tighter. looking down on me.
"i have to mattheo. i- i deserve better than this"  i sniff. he places a hand on my cheek caressing it slowly.
"i know you do, and i'm sorry.. please please forgive me. i didn't mean to" he removes the hair from my face then speaks again.
"you deserve better i know. i know, but i can be better. i promise" he pleads. i slowly fall into his arm. drifting off into a sleep, i feel him cuddle me before i dose off

i feel comfortable with him. but this is toxic