Secret Soul Mate ✨

Chapter 3

*UPDATE UPDATE , i had time in school , so i figured , i'd write some . i hope you like it , because i do*

*Eli’s POV*

My name is Elijah Samson ..
I am 17 years old .
I have green eyes .
and I'm COMPLETELY in-love with my best friend ..


her name is Delilah Carson .Her eyes are blue , and her hair black .. God , shes so beautiful . I’ve known her since 7th grade . I remember the day we met .



*flashback*



*Elijah walks into class, and sits down*



*mutters* “crap , i forgot my pencil”

I hear a soft voice ...



“i have a pencil you can use ...”

I look up , and I see her , those blue eyes .. God . I couldn’t help but stop dead in  my tracks .. she was just .. i’d never seen anyone like her .

“th-th-thank you..”*flashes a cute smirk, down-casting eyes* 


“your welcome” *grins* 


I look at my book , and get this goofy grin on my face.. I can’t help but smile ..

*looks at her*



“w-w-whats y-your name ?” (I stutter when i’m talking to pretty girls .. especially ones I like.. ) 


“Delilah .. Delilah Carson” *smiles gently*

“I never thought ..” *Elijah grins wildly* 


“never thought what ? .” *Delilah said , while ever so slightly grinning *

"I n- n-never thought , i'd m-meet such a nice girl , on my f-first day, and its p-plus , that you p-pretty"

*getting shy , i put my head down*

I feel a tap on my shoulder .

"Elijah.. ?"

*peeks up over my arms*

"Yep?"

"can we be friends?"

"Y-YES" *smiles wildly*

*flashback ends*

*grins at the memory , and decides to go to class*

I begin to walk down the hall , and I suddenly see Delilah .

Shes crying , against the wall .. She must be having a "episode" .. I love her , i REALLY do .. but I dont know what to do when she has her "episodes" , i have the same condition , yes. but , i havent had any "episodes" since i started taking my meds. I hated them, when I did have them .. I would start to shiver and shake , and then i'd blackout , wake up in a dark gym .. I'd always see a girl , i majestic girl .. sometimes i think it was Delilah .. but i highly dought it .. every-time i would try and reach her , i would get farther and farther away , and then POOF , its over.. i'd end up waking up in tears . Delilah always helped me when she was there, but I never wanted to have them in front of her .. She only saw them once or twice .. I never want her to again ..

I run to her , and leap into sympathy ..

all i can think is , please be okay , please ..
i don't know what to do , but please just be okay ..

she says she should go , but i don't oppose .. nor do i have time .

as shes leaving , i try and yell after her ..

all I want to do is hold her in my arms , but that'll never happen ..

she doesn't think of me that way ..

"why cant I be a normal guy ... fuck.. " * i whisper, tears starting to well up in my eyes*

*ohhhh, what its like from Elijahs side , What do you guys think ?*