Secret Soul Mate ✨

Chapter 4

*update , im sorry i haven't updated in a few days , ive been busy with stupid middle school drama . i'll try to start updating more , and try and make my updates longer*

*Delilahs POV*

I run home , very quickly .
I hate Eli to see me like that.. When I get home , i go up to my room , and turn on the sterio. Im listening to my favorite song "I dont care" by apocolyptica . When i'm frustrated I listen to music . I can't help but think about Eli ..
Eli is my bestfriend , i CANT like him , but he is so dreamy .. He knows me , and he doesnt judge me . I don't think he knows im falling for him . I'm too shy to tell him . I dought he even cares though , i mean . He rarely talks to me .
I dunno . he's confusing . .-.

*knock knock knock*

"Delilah, are you in there?" its my brother .
, he must have saw me run in crying .

"Yeah , Im in here Cole"

"are you okay ? can i come in?

"yeah , you can come in"

*cole walks in*

"are you sure you're okay ?

"im fine cole"

"why were you crying"

"i had an episode.. in front of Eli"

"oh" 

"Cole , i can't take it ... Tell mom i want the medication .. " 

"Delilah , are you.."

*interupts* "YES , cole , IM SURE" 

"but , lilah.."

"dont, lilah me . i want the medication,do you know what its like to live with this condition ? do you know what its like being afriad to be infront of people , because you don't want to scare them . People call me a FREAK , cole . A FREAK . I can't do it anymore cole ."

"im sorry .. i have to go , talk to you later lilah"

"you to cole"

 My chest tightens up, and i start to cry as soon as he leaves the room. i can't take this condition anymore . I'm called a freak , and i feel so useless. I'm called ugly , and at this point , i believe it  . I can't take the hurt anymore . I need relief .. i go downstairs , and i open the cabnet .. I pull out the bottle of rum , and a bottle of advil.. I pull out 20 pills and guzzle them down with rum , Then i pull out my blades, as i cut up and down my arms and legs , i feel sudden relief .. I turn the hot water on , in the bathtub , and climb in . Vision is getting hazey , and i feel myself starting to fade away . 
I hear a BANG , and Eli bursts through the door , and rushes me out of the water . I start to puke all over the floor , from the advil . Blood covering Eli and myself . I have no clothes on , Eli carries my lifeless body in a towel down the stairs screaming "HELP HELP , CALL 911 ! SOMEONE"

Eli Collapses to the floor , and begins to cry .. then i hear him whisper a couple of words before drifting into a deep sleep .. hopefully im dead .
"delilah , please don't go .. " "delilah please .. i love you..." *voice cracks as he begins to cry over my lifeless body*

.....

I suddenly wake up with bright lights in my face , and doctors with needles working around me ..
I'm in surgery ..
and IM AWAKE ..

*UPDATE .!!!!! Happyy?? What do you think of what just happened ? Predictions? comment thoughts PLLEEZZZ .-. ily guys . cx*