I Accidentally Fell Inlove With my Best Friend

It's 7th Grade..

I stared at the girl next to me.. She was my so called "best friend".. I stared at her.. Long, silky hair.. And I wishes she was mine. But she didnt notice me like that and I knew it at the very first place. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, but, I was afraid maybe she won't talk to me or reply me to my text. And I wanted to her to know that I don't want to be "just friends" I love her but I'm to shy to tell her. And I don't know why..

It's Junior year

My phone rang. On the other end it was her, she was in years mumbling in and on about how her love had broken her heart. She ask me to come over because she didnt want to be alone so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa. I stared at her soft eyes. Wishing she was mine after 2 hours I drew Barrymore movie and 3 bags of chips. She decided to go to sleep she looked at me said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell but I can't. I was too shy. 😟

It's senior Year

The day befor prom she walked to my locker "My date is sick" she said he's not going to go.... Well.... I didn't have a date in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of had dates...we'd go together just as "best friends".. And so we did...

It's prom night

After everything was over with.. I was standing at her front door step... She smiled at me. I wanted her to be mine. But she doesn't think of me like that. And I know it. Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!" And she gave me a kiss on the cheek.

It's graduation day..

A day passed. And then a week. And then a month. Before I could blink it was graduation day. I watch her. Perfect body. Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. Before everyone went home. She came to me in her smock and hat. And cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulders she said "you're my best friend" ... "Thanks!"...

It's a few years later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. A church that she is getting married in now. I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life. Married to another man. I wanted to tell her that time that from 7th grade I loved her. But before I could tell her she drove Away.

Years passed

I look down at the coffin of a girl who use to be my "best friend". At the service they read a diary entry she wrote in her high school life . This is what it said "I stare at him. Wishing he was mine. But she doesn't notice me like that. And I know. I wanted to tell him. I wanted him to know. That I don't want to be "just friends". Inlov him but I'm just too shy. Ad I know why. I wish he would tell me that he loved me".... I wish I did too... I thought my self and I cries. Only if I told her when were at the prom night. But now he was married to an another guy..