Aizawa went into Mic's office to find the boy sitting against a wall, seemingly zoned out. He was rubbing the blanket next to him with his thumb, it looked soft.
Aizawa let the door click closed quietly, noticing the bandages on the boy's arm. He sat down in front of him, leaning against mic's desk.
Izuku looked up at him before looking back down. He didn't wanna talk. He was mad at himself for being careless, and now he was in this situation. The last situation he wanted to be in. He would've rather died than be in this situation.
After a few minutes of silence Izuku wondered if Aizawa was going to say anything.
"How are you feeling right now?" Aizawa asked, just as he was thinking he wasn't going to say anything.
"Terrible. How about you?" Izuku asked. Aizawa raised his eyebrows, he hadn't been asked that by anyone but Mic in a while, "I've been better." He said.
"Elaborate." Midoriya said, "Id do anything other than talk about myself at this point."
"That's fair." Aizawa said after a moment, "it's not much. It's kinda funny actually, there's someone I love but I know they don't love me back."
Midoriya looked suprised. Aizawa let out a small laugh, "what?"
"I don't know that's like, something I would've never heard come out of your mouth. Who is it?" Midoriya asked.
"I'm not just gonna say who it is." Aizawa said, "it's not Ms. Joke. For the lord's sake never with her." There was something that was irritable but fond about his tone, "she's a friend but she's annoying to say the least. I don't even know what she likes so much about me."
Midoriya laughed, "well there's lots of reasons to like you! You're a really good person." He said kindly, "you helped me when no one else did. I think that makes you a really good person."
Aizawa smiled, "thanks kiddo."
Midoriya nodded, getting increasingly fidgety by the moment, anxious about something or other. Aizawa handed him a fidget off of Mic's desk.
"What are you anxious about?" Aizawa asked.
"I don't know." He said, "today has been terrible." He said, tears gathering in his eyes.
"Why has it been terrible?" Aizawa asked.
"It's just- everything about today. It's been horrible." He replied, "I woke up this morning crying cuz I had a nightmare and then in class for no reason at all it felt like the world was closing in on me and it was hard to breath. For no reason. And-" he didn't wanna continue, he glanced at his arm.
"Did you hurt yourself again?" Aizawa asked.
"Mic wrapped them." Izuku responded, "I didn't want him to know. I feel so bad." His voice was shaking as he messed with the fidget toy, "i don't want him to be sad that I'm sad."
Aizawa nodded, "I know you feel like that but I promise he's not gonna stay sad, in fact he's going to do everything in his power to help you. I know from experience."
Midoriya forced a smile, he wasn't feeling good. He didn't know what to do. He was so physically and mentally exhausted. His social battery had ran out a while ago and he didn't know how to talk to people anymore, he was shutting down.
Suddenly something clicked in his brain, "OH ITS PRESENT MIC." He gasped. It took Aizawa a moment to get back to that part of the conversation.
Aizawa laughed a little.
"Wait you're gay?" Izuku asked, immediately knowing that's a wierd question to ask someone out of nowhere. (sorta lmao I have a story about that.) "Sorry! That's kinda a wierd question to ask."
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probably some mha angst
Fanfic[COMPLETE] I just wanna write pointless shit that isn't one shots so take this ig yk. y'all seemed to like the last bs I made 🙄