my almost.
it was a young love indeed. it was childish and fun to experience. it was bittersweet to remember and it was sad due to the both of us. to be honest, it doesn't end well with me, i resent you. you just left me there, alone, making me feel bad and to overthink things. but thank goodness to know that it will only make me feel like this. i was motivated by the pain you added to my bitter life. i was happy to know that somehow in my life, back then, there was you, you happened and added something weird as you to my life. laughing and smiling with me, at me, to me. while we are living our life when we are still better together with our friends, it was awesome. but looking back to where we are, it is now sad... because i don't have you and my friends right now. you were all gone and far away from me. maybe because it wasn't only you who i missed. it was our bonding together with them. and the familiarity that starts with you.
even though i resent you, i will still say this word. i missed you, and i did loved you, my almost. i am letting you go as our story end with me.
thank you, a, my sabon, my long gone puppy.
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beau
Poetry| prose collection different boys. different kinds of pain. different experiences. left me feeling indifferent when it comes to love.
