BORIS-Randomness Trois

My life, i guess

So my life started in March 14, and I homestly remember very little, almost nothing about my childhood. Ive been told what I was like, but I have no memories of the things theyve described to me. I used to be a good kid, always litened, kind and smart. Ive been to two schools before the one I go to now. The first for JK and SK, the seccond for grades 1-3 and Im now in grade 7 and my present school. In grade 6, one of my best friends as of now came to my class. Me clicked almost imstantly; we both were smart and loved reading, we even loved the same book genre! She used to be really quiet and laid back... The she met our class and things in her mind went mad! Shes now very loud, annoying(but I still love her!) and troublesome. We're still great friends, and four of us have started a little posse of friends; The Girl Maraurdes. Im Padfoot, Jackie(the loud one) is Twitch, Sabrina (the fabulous one) is Spotter and Nicole(the unicorn one) is Bubble. Sabrina, Jackie and I all have matching rings that Sabrina got from Niagara Falls; mine is a black chrome moon, Jackie has a silvertone star and Sabrina has a goldtone sun. Okay, back to my life! In grades 1-5 was good, great even! I was happy and care free, with many friends! The summer of grade six was when it all started to go down; I wasnt handing in homework, not writing in my agenda and my grades dropped. It made me really stressed, and now I stress a lot nowadays, even though I dont show it, even though its 'not normal or nessacary to be that stressed' at my age. I think it was YouTubes fault. YouTube, my savior and destroyer. I wouldnt do anything but obsess over it. My parents and sister are, okay I guess. They stress me out the most though, with their high expectations and endless shit that I need to do. My mum says shes interested in what I like and what I watch and what I play but Im not so sure. I tell her nothing about what happens at school, Im not willing to talk about YouTube except to ask for merch, which Ive done about twice. I dont trust them with the info on my life because Im afraid theyll want to change it and force upon me things THEY want me to like, even if I dont like it. They dont know that I have a navy of gay ships, or that I have more internet friends than real ones. I guess I have more internet friends is because they understand. They understand having stressful parents. They know how it feels to be socially awkward. They get the feeling of wanting to stay in the house instead of shopping or hanging out with friends. Theyve given me something I cant thank them enough for; friendship and acceptance for liking what I do. Im now happier than ever on Wattpad and I want so badly ro meet them in real life, like at a convention, but thatll never happen; my mum will insist on tagging along while Im there and might not even want to go accross the country or border or whatever to get there! She dosent understand that Im happy here, and that I dont want to be an authour anymore, I want to do what my heroes do; make videos about something I cherish; video games. Im as passionate about that then anything else(except maybe art), and I want to do that in the future. I want her to accept me for me, not what she thinks I am. And thats all there is to tell as of now, except the fact that we're selling the house that we've lived in my whole life. Bye for now.