𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 [H I A T U S]

Entire Life

Thank you for still reading this..
Actually, this is my first fanfic so my grammar was terrible...
May have little to do with my own life...
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Actually, I hate everything. I hate myself, or my own family. Since all this has happened, now it's just me and my father.

I grew up with my grandparents... They live with us, with me and my parents. My parents worked day and night so I just spent time with my grandparents. Then something happened.....

My mother was diagnosed with cancer...

After going through various obstacles....

She left us...

Then, I was sent to the village where my father to my father and his wife lived. (my grandparents). Honestly, I'm sad. In addition to my father who met another woman or should I explain...

"Abuser"

I was only 7 years old at the time. When the wedding is held. Honestly, I thought this would be over. My time to grieve will end. But, just because she couldn't stand the attitude of me and my father, he left us with my other siblings. I was 10 years old.

I can't sleep. My life depends on them. At school, I couldn't concentrate well. I've been scolded a lot by my teacher. Until one day...

"I'll bring your siblings back. So be patient, okay?"

At that time, only God knew how happy I was at that time. However, my life has changed by 360 degrees.

My father used to scold me. Always... I feel why me? Why do I get scolded so often? Even though he's angry with his work, but he always unleashed his anger on me.

I wonder if this is the life I want?

Until...

It was a happy day! Why? Because I have a solution to all my problems. I can express my feelings through it!

That's where I like kpops.

First group i stan is MONSTA X.. When I got this phone. I started being an active kpopers.

Suddenly, I love my life?? Usually, if I gonna be mad with something, I will broke my pen so that's why I always buy some more pens ✅
But now, by just hearing the results of their hard work makes me smile like a proud mother with her child..

I tried my best to hide this from my father... I'm worried if he's going to go on a rampage with it. However, no matter how bad he is, I know he has to deal with worse things. I can feel it. Even though he looks so messy, he still tries to spend time with me and my siblings. That's why a father's love means so much......

But, egos and human will never being apart...

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I'm sorry.. Actually the first chapter is related to my own real life... Ermm.... Okay, I'm gonna buy some chips for the next chapter.. 👋 BYEEE