Nishimura Riki||imagines

When you have a bad dream

It was already early morning when you had this dream (maybe 3-4 am?).
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You were having a hard time breathing. It's like you we're stuck between this nightmare and reality and you didn't know how to calm down. You could feel ni-ki's warm hand down your back, and you could hear his voice.

He was just telling you to breath, it wasn't much, but when you focused on his voice, you could feel the blurry sheen lifting off of your surroundings again, and now it's just you and ni-ki in your cold bedroom.

You are reminded of your dream again.
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" ni-ki?" you ask gently, and he hums rubbing your back.

"...have you ever thought about leaving?" he furrows his brows in confusion, "leaving?" he ask and you nod.

"leaving me." you clarify and his hand stills, it's as if he is choosing his words carefully, but he doesn't know how to comfort you.

"I haven't" he says simply, you look up at him and his sincere gaze tells you everything that he cannot.

He isn't a man of flowery words but his eyes can tell.