The heartbeat.

Chapter 15 The first time.

Hello,, I am sooo sorry, I didnt write for a long time,, but here a new chap! hopely you get it. I will start this chapter easely that you all get it(: ihih I love you!! Much Love♥

Chapter 15 The First Time.

It was dark outside, I was walking true my house, I was at Damon's but I wanted to go to my own house, my mum and dad are home for a while. I am so happy with that! I missed them to much! Next week they go to America for a month so I need my time with them now! They know about me and Damon, not that he is a vampire but they dont need to know that right?! But they like Damon, not as much as I do, but they dont need! I love Damon so much. We have next week a relation ship for a month! How fast is the time going. He is taking me some where, but it is a suprise. I am so exited. And Stefan is the old one! The bunny eater! He is back as normal. Do you get it, He is great! I am realy thankfull that he is just back as normal! I hated the rude Stefan, he was worse then Damon! How is that even possible. I grinned in myself, all the streets are white of the snow. I liked this time of the year. everything looks so much brighter! But it is soo cold! So cold. I pulled my hand in my jacked and walked across the street, there was standing a person, he looked scared. I tried to avoid him but he was standing where I needed to go. He was walking to me, and I started running, he didnt say anything and walked easely to me, I didnt looked back and I came to my house.

I ran to the door and opened it. ''Whats wrong honnie'' Asked my mum ''Well there was a creepy guy outside and he walked to me but I started running, I avoid him.'' said I. ''I take a shower to warm up okay?'' and my mum nodded. I walked up stairs and walked in to my room. There was Damon sitting on my bed. ''What are you doing here?'' I asked him. ''Hmm yeah nice to see you to babe'' and he smiled. I walked to him and kissed him, every single time I kiss him its like I fell in love over and over again.. I could't stop it. I was so totaly in love. He felt on my bed and I laid on him now. He wrapped his arm on me and pulled me closer to him, I kissed him tightly. I never want to let him go, never! Then he stopped kissing and looked at me frightend. ''What did I do something wrong?'' asked him while I was sitting on his stomach, ''No I here some one, outside.'' he said. I stood up from his stomach and he walked to my window, opened it and jumped out of it. ''What are u gonna to do?'' I asked ''Be right back babe, stay just here'' He replied. I did what he said and walked to the bathroom and put the shower on. I wanted that shower so badly, I loved it to clean myself. It was a calm feeling. I stepped in the shower and stood there for a while. I heard Damon knocked on the door. For my own safety I locked the door. I dont wanted that he would see me naked, uhm hello! He is maybe my boyfriend but I have also my own privacy. I came back from the shower and put my clothes on, and walked in my room. ''Who was that Damon?'' ''Well that was a new vampire looking for you!'' my eyes went big, ''What do you mean with a new vampire?'' ''Well I guess Klaus is making a troup of vampires, but this one I killed, he wont bother you anymore'' ''Why is Klaus doing that, I realy dont get him.. Thankyou Damon!'' he smiled at me, he was so handsome unbelieveble! And he was mine! ''Do you like to stay for the night?'' and I winked at him ''You dont need to ask that for the second time'' and he pulled me up and I wrapped my legs around his back and then he kissed me. It was so romantic! 

''Clare dinner!'' I heard my mum screaming. ''Coming!! Damon is also eating here!'' ''How did Damon get here? I didnt saw him'' My eyes went big, I cant say: well mum Damon came in true the window, because he is a vampire and thats why he is so fast and all that stuff! No no no ''Well mum he came in true the back door and went upstairs, a little change that you saw him'' I said while I was walking down stairs with Damon behind me. ''Hello miss. gilbert'' said Damon ''Well Hello Damon, so you are joining us with dinner'' and she winked. I think my mum is jalouse on me that dad is not that  kind person like Damon is and I grinned again. We walked to the kitchen and took a seat on the table, it is a long time ago that I have eated with my mum and dad and enjoyed this moment much more. It was a lovely dinner what my mum had cooked, after dinner I helped her in the kitchen with the dishes while Damon and my dad watched football on tv. ''Damon is such a gentleman!'' my mum said. I knew that Damon could here everything we said in the kitchen. ''Yes mum he is! He is the best!'' I smiled. ''I wish youre dad was like him,'' ''Mum! behave you like your age!'' and my mum laughed ''Damon is to young for me I know sweetheart. thats to bad, but I can always look right'' and she winked again, I heard Damon lauging in the living room, he heard everything. ''Well mum I think  I am ready with the dishes'' and laughed at her.

I walked to the living room and sat in a chear. I was staring at Damon. His beauty. His perfect laugh. His perfect hair. His perfect lips that I only can kiss. He was perfect. I knew that he knew that I was staring at him and made silly faces. I laughed. Then he looked me straight in the eyes, his eyes were in mine. I could take my eyes of him. And we were sitting there for a while, I wanted to kiss him so badly now, but that is weird while youre dad is sitting next to him and my mum walked in the living room. We were weird kissers. Always in a weird   position, as if our lives depended on it. He didnt stop stairing at me, I felt his eyes watching me. I think he felt the same way. But also this was the first time that Damon was here eating with my mum and dad. He saw them before but never realy talked to them. I am thankfull for that, that he talked to my mum and dad before they are leaving again this town. I felt comfortable about it. Then my parents trust him more. It was late and I was becoming tired. ''I am going to bed, goodnight mum and dad'' and I winked to Damon like *you need to come with me babe* and he saw that and stood also up. ''Yes me to, goodnight miss. Gilbert'' and he kissed her hand ''And goodnight mister. Gilbert'' and shook his hand. I saw my mum turned red. I walked to her and kissed her cheek and also my dads cheek and walked out of the living room after Damon. I changed clothes and laid in my bed. Also Damon did, well he hadnt pj's he was only wearing a boxer. I could see his muscular body, and he laid next to me. I was stairing at him. ''You know Damon, I realy love you, you are so handsome and sweet at the same time, well most of the time you are sweet'' and I grinned. He laughed ''I love you Clare, just because you are just yourself! You are perfect'' and he looked me in the eyes. I kissed his lips, the soft warm lips of him. Just like finishing the puzzle. And he laid this time on me, for the change. and I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled me to me, while we where kissing. I couldnt stop. I dont wanted to stop eather. Then I laid on him, It was going so fast that I didnt notice. This was the first time for us. Finaly the first time. He stroked my bare back, it was the best feeling I ever felt. It felt so trustfull, I was ready for it. I surrendered to Damon.