Hard to get

intro to past

Spencer P.O.V

so by now you know a lil about me but not my story so let me explain it. you probably think I'm just some kid with an not okay childhood but its more than that. growing up it was me ,my twin and our bestfriend mia. when me and Tatum was 7 we walked in to our dad in the garage. he had hung him self . since then our mom never cared to take care of us at first i understood but as the years went on it got worst. she would drink her problems away when that wouldn't work se would turn to the hardcore drugs to ide the fact she is the reason my father is dead.

i looked up to my dad, I didn't know what true happiness meant i mean  i was only 7  i though happiness was staying up late eating ice-cream. but now that i'm order i realized the happiest times of my childhood was spending any second with my dad.

but back on topic when i was 13 she got married to tim. thats where this starts getting bad. everyday he would come back from work angry. he needed to release his angry but instead of doing it in a normal way he beat us he beat me every night until i couldn't walk. tatum was a secondary option if he didn't get enjoyment out of me he would go to him. that sad part is that my " mom" watched. she watched everything she didn't do not one thing. it was like she got enjoyment out of watching us bleed,scream,cry, till there was n othing left.

mia and her aunt knew about everything and they wanted to call the cops many times but we knew we couldn't leave. we know about the system. we had to go in it for a couple weeks after our dad died. it sucks we might get treated like shit here but at least we can at least leave our rooms.

we needed a distraction to get us away from our everyday life. so i found basketball i've loved the game since i could remember. my dad would always play with us when we were little i guess since then i've always had a basketball in my hands.

while i've found baskeball tatum found volleyball  and he fell in love. everyday after school weather its our sports season our not we would practice we would practice until all our pain and thoughts went away. after practice we still wouldn't go home most nights was spent at mia's. our mom didn't care hell i doubt she even notice.

things was starting to get better until lillian mias aunt got a once in a lifetime job offer in California to work for one of the best hospitals in the country. we all new she had to take it we was just devastated cause things was finally looking good. then we realized something e and tatum had recently got in touch with my aunt on my dads side we told her everything that happen and she agreed to to let all of us stay with her. we knew we couldn't tell our mom so we didn't we waited out the schoolyear so we could finish it. we was l 16 when we moved across the country

so now you know everything about me lets get into my daily life