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The truth

"WHAT?! HOGSMEADE... WITH DRACO?"

I stared at Fred's face, he was certainly furious. His face was red and he was throwing his arms like a crazy person. How did we get here?

Flashback:

As everyone walked out of the great Hall to their next class, I ran to Fred pulling him back.
His dull face immediately lit up.

"There's my wife." He smirked.

This caught me off guard and I stared at him stunned. This was going to hurt him.

I gulped and got my words out, "Can we talk? Somewhere private?"

He beamed, "Sure anywhere you want."

I took him to my common room, "Why are we going to your common room?" He said. I said nothing, I knew what he wanted to happen but I wasn't ready just yet.

I pushed him to my bed and he sat down, using his arms for support in case he laid down.

"Okay, you have to promise you won't get angry," I said pacing.

He stood and approached me, holding me in his arms from behind. Kissing my cheek.

"I promise."

"Draco asked me to go Hogsmeade with him." He let me go and I turned around to see his face. He stumbled to my bed as he sat down.

Now:

WHAT?! HOGSMEADE WITH...DRACO?"

I stared at Fred's face, he was certainly furious. His face was red and he was throwing his arms like a crazy person.

He stood once again, coming for me. "I'll just say you said no if you don't want me to go." He got up my face, leaning his forehead on mine and his handcuffing my jaw. His thumb brushing my cheeks.

"Diana did you and Draco do something? While you went to the bathroom?" he said breathlessly, I took his hand off my face, "No. I didn't, he just happened to be in the toilet at the same time as me, with Azalea."

"Who's Azalea?... Your one of his bitch now, aren't you?" He said shaking his head disappointed.

I couldn't believe what he was saying, two days into our relationship and I've already seen his worse side. Couldn't blame him though I brought it out.

"What?!! is that what you think? Just because I told you that he asked me to hang out with him?"

"Yeah yeah yeah 'hang out', Diana do you wanna hang out? Because I could do–or we could do a lot of stuff together and tell people that we were just hanging out."

"Fred your not thinking straight," I said trying to get hold of his hand but he pushed me away.

"I'm not thinking straight? Your the one that's not thinking straight! Di–Diana I thought we were something..."

"We never made it official," I said looking down at the floor.

He glared at me his eyes red and watery, he walked to me pointing his finger struggling to say something.

"So..YOUR TELLING ME, WERE NOT OFFICIAL WHEN WE KISSED?"

"WE JUST KISSED FRED–" I shrieked.

"–NO YOU SAID YOU WERE MINE AN–AND I SAID I WAS YOURS! ISNT THAT WHAT LOVERS SAY?" He said shouting, we were now yelling at each other.

"That was the first day and I wasn't sure if we were, yet. I thought you were–"

"–I WAS WHAT?!"

"–I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST GOING TO LEAVE ME, WHAT EVERY BOY DID TO ME!"

"Dian–Diana...is that what–what you think of me?" He said his voice breaking, "Just another boy that's going to play you and leave when I'm bored?!"

"Yes..." I sobbed.

He gawked at me, with tears and started walking to the door.

"Fred! No no, Fred come back!" I said as I followed him to the door. He stopped midway.

"I can't believe I thought you loved me, I thought you were some nice girl that would actually care about my feelings, Care about me!" He blurted.

"I do–I do care about you," I said smearing my tears.

He gave me a harsh look.

"No, you don't." Before storming off. Of course, I ran after him. "Fred let's talk about this! I won't go to Hogsmeade then." I said grabbing his sleeve.

He stopped again and turned around, "Yeah as if it's easy to forget what we were saying at each other!–"

"–You said something that hurt too! So don't blame this all on me."

He laughed as a tear dropped.

"See this is why every boy has left you! You say stupid shit and think it's fine, and expect things can just go back to normal as if nothing has fucking happened!" He laughed but mainly sobbing.

I looked at him in disbelief, this was the sentence that shattered me.

"You know what, I take back what I've said about you," I said screeching, "You're leaving right now just what I thought and just because I said that someone asked me to go somewhere with them– Fred this could have been avoided if you had just said no!"

"Oh my God, THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, YOU DONT CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS, YOU DONT KNOW HOW I WOULD FEEL IF YOU ASKED THAT–"

"–HOW THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW? "
"–NO YOU KNOW, YOU JUST CAN'T BE BOTHERED. YOU HAVE LIVED WITH ME FOR TWO MONTHS BEFORE HOGWARTS YOU KNOW HOW I WOULD  FEEL!" He said I swore I saw smoke come out of his nose," AND YOU ASKED ME ANYWAYS."

"So you would be okay if I went Hogsmeade with Draco without telling you?" I said my eyebrows crumpled.

"I–uh..."

I got a pillow quickly from the sofa in the common room and threw it at him, "Yeah that's what I thought too."