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I've reached the bottom and I can't find my way back up. After 5 months of suffering, it's finally time.
I've sorted things out. I'm going to do it. There's no point in fighting when I know I've already lost the battle.
You were my reason, but now I have no one.
There's is no one next to me anymore, no one to understand me, make me laugh, not even crack a smile.
It's settled, today is my last day. I'll come find you in my next life.
We'll meet again my angel, I'll make sure we do.
You've showed me how beautiful life can be, I would've gone to the end of the world for you, just for you.
You were my soulmate, I'm sure of it.
I'm asking for forgiveness for not making it on time, for not being able to see through you all the time, to see how you're really feeling inside.
I'm running out of space to write, I think my parents will find this journal too.
I'm sorry for being weak and disappointing, I could've done better, I could've done better.
Only if you wouldn't have left so soon.
I've completely lost myself, there's no going back now.
Finally, I'll hold you in my arms again my love. You were the one keeping me alive, let's fight properly next to each other to survive the next time we meet.
