𝗢𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲 | 이 희승

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Hey, I've got news angel.

I've left the group, I just couldn't continue like this anymore and the boys were held back because of me.

I'm sorry to my fans but nothing seems to get better.

It's been 4 months.

Does it ever get better? I guess this is how you used to feel like too.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for not being enough.

I don't know what to do with my life right now, my parents only yell at me, I've quit on my dream.

I have lost a lot of weight, people tell me I look sick.

Well, they're right, I am sick, but mostly, scared.

I'm scared for my life, I'm slowly giving up and I'm trying to find the light again but it just feels like the darkness always wins.

Will I ever find the light? Or will I come with you?

I know you wouldn't want this, but I just can't seem to find ways to cope anymore. I just feel nothing.