Mundane?
Its different for sure.
Different than a while ago.
But would I regret it?
Probably.
Its the books that make me think I can have a better life
But who can get better than this?
Me?
I don't know
I have thought about this before
It went away
But its back again
Maybe I should have done it then?
Who knows.
For now I am here
Dreaming
Reading
Laying here.
Maybe at another time
Maybe I can shove this feeling aside for now
Will it always be like this?
I hope not
Im annoyed
I hope its just because Im upset and its not true feelings
Im just a bit cranky thats it
Right?
YOU ARE READING
I will make an appointment with a therapist I promise
PoetryThis is stuff I shittily write from 2021- whatever date. I started this when I was 18 years old.
