Inlove with h I m

When we met.

So I was just having a normal day talking to my cousin on the phone, she had just moved to a town about 45 minutes away from me. She had made a couple new friends but there was one in person in particular that she pointed out. She called him her stalker because he had a crush on her and always wanted to be with her and stuff like that.

One day when she was going to come over me and my mom went to pick her up I saw him at her door and he looked at me and my mom with a um... glare..? Idk he looked a lil angry? I guess..?
Anyway she got in the car as I said, "ooo who was he huh?"
And she looked at me all serious and was like "that's my stalker"
Honey he didn't look like any stalker to me, he actually looked pretty nice though
Well anyways she had his snap and I asked for it so I could be friends with him :).

The next day when we dropped her off I started texting him like 'hey this is (insert names) cousin and I just wanted to see if we could be friends :)'
He immediately answered with "oh! Hi I'm (insert name) and I go to her school. That's cool that she gave me your snap"

We started snapping from then on yk the usual stuff like how's your day and blah blah then we started fting and we started doing that a lil more often. It was because we were friends yk?

But then he told me he like me. I was like whoa (at this point he was actually a nice person and good looking) but then my cousin told me that she actually liked him. I really wanted to say yes but I didn't know if I should've so I said no for my cousins sake.

Then they ended up dating. Wow. Never hurt more in my life dude. It was annoying at first but then I just was like yk what I'll just support it and not care and that's what I did. I just forgot about my feelings.
Then they literally broke after only 5hours because my cousin was "rethinking" dating someone and she "didn't know if she was ready", but whatever that's her choice then me and him started fting again, it was pretty fun actually.

Then they got back together after like a couple days because my cousin was ready. Then they dated for like two weeks then he broke up with her. He told me it was because he was really annoyed that she always had to ask people what to say or what to do.

For him it felt like he was in a relationship for multiple people yk? I get it though. But still it was her first relationship then me and him started chatting and fting and all that jazz then he said he still had feelings for me and he wrote a whole ass paragraph (it wasn't that long) he said.

"So ima be straight up honest I feel like your really hot and like idrk but I feel like I like you and you and I may argue but everytime we do we always end up somehow coming back to each other and that is the good part about us no matter what we will always be friends and I'm just really glad that I saved that spot for you in my life and like I said before idrk but I feel like I like you atm that's why I say I don't like anyone bc I'm not sure if I like you or not"

I was so confused like DUDE I'm her cousin man. But then we started talking for a couple days then she found out then she ended up getting mad at me then I said he was lying and she believed me. But then she told me that she still kinda liked him, wtf, I was really starting to get pissed off.

She makes me really mad sometimes. It's whatever though. Then that's when I started joking to him saying like "have fun with your gf" and shit like that. It made him kinda mad but whatever idc.

Then she figured out that I kinda liked him and shit then told me the actually reason they broke up.

It was because HE STILL LIKED ME.