Mama
It's been 10 years
Since I lost your guiding hand
This world did not deserve you
But a vengeful god is he
That takes a boy from his mother
Never a man I remain unspoiled
But my simple mind burns with morbidity
Through him all things possible you taught
Yet my prayers of resurrection remain unheard.
Mama
This home a mausoleum
A monument to my undying love
But the silver Moon brings unspeakable horror
Things I've done I cannot speak
Is it the Devil or Jehovah himself?
That sends these urges
I promise I will show respect to those I uninter
The processes of death resurrecting
Handed down through years
Am I wrong? Are these the sins you warned against
I am lost
Mama
My urges overload
The vultures, resplendent in entrails and gore
Await my ventures outside this farm
I hear you're sweet song, Jesus loves us not.
But in cold grey flesh I feel complete
Bless me mother angel, I am forever lost
Mama
Through fresh blood I seek
A resurrection of you, that ruined me
Soulless and resting they are not enough
The black spectre pushes me to the end
I cannot understand, that's why I need you
Yet your voice is now gone and in filth I await.
As a hunter I live, but only of the deadliest game
The mocking laughter never stops
mama why did you leave?
