When I'm with you... (BTS Jungkook)

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Prologue:
You and Jungkook have been friends since the start of time. You always had this attraction to him, a "crush" perhaps you could say. You also always thought he felt the dame way towards you. He was there when you cried, to make you laugh and, by your side at the toughest times. Basically, he's the perfect guy for you. One day, you hoped you would have the courage to stand up to him and tell him how you really felt. (End of prologue)

note: replace __________ with your name.

One day....

You felt your phone ring in your pocket and you picked it up and saw that it was Jungkook calling you. You sprang awake and you answered the call.

"Annyeong______ah!" Jungkook's voice was really cheery.

"Ahhh...Annyeong kookie! Musuen il li?(what happenend)"

"What? You forgot? Pabo yah. Its your Birthday silly!"

"Bwo?" i looked at my calender and saw the date."Aish......."

"I have something planned for you! Come to the park we used to play in.Come fast!" he seemed excited.

"Arrasso...." I put down the phone.

At the park

You wore a white dress that was really elegant, cropped near the knee. You saw Jungkook waiting at the park bench waiting with something behind his back.

You walked closer to him and smiled, blushing of how cute he looked. He asked you to close your eyes. You warmed up, wondering what he would do. You desperately wanted something, but this might not be it. But it was worth a try. You prepared yourself for the best, hoping he would give you.....say......a kiss?

He held your hand out and pressed a box into it. You opened your eyes, knowing that it wasn't at all what you had expected. You pretended to be surprised, as you looked at the box in awe.

"Gomawo Kook-ah..." You smiled shyly.

Jungkook hugged you and made you gasp. you were so shocked you warmed up. You hugged him back. You suddenly felt so fearless and thought, maybe this WAS the you would confess.

"Kook-ah, can I tell you something?" you whispered in his ear, still trembling a little.

"Ne. Go ahead. It's YOUR birthday after all." he replied, still not letting go of his embrace.

"I.......I.....wanted to tell you this......for.....a......vey long time....."

"hmmmmmm.....hmmmmmm." he was listening, it was clear enough.

"For...a very.....long....time....I've always had.....a....crrr......ccccrrrruuussshhh....on you....." you staggered.

He loosened his embrace.

"bwo? are you serious?" he asked, confused, looking like he was .

You uncomfortably nodded, and looked down.

"______ah, I always thought of you as a younger sister.... Never in......that way."

You felt like someone stabbed you with a dagger. You eyes filled with tears and you heart stopped for a few seconds. You moved a step away from him, and turned back. You started running. Your heart had been shattered into pieces. You ran all the way to your house and slammed yourself on your bed, covering your face with a pillow, to hold your tears.

Your phone started vibrating. You fished it out and switched it off, knowing it was JungKook. You threw your phone on the wall, which made it hit a pillow on your shelf, resting there. A photo dropped down from it and you picked it up.You turned it around, and saw a picture of you and Jungkook hugging each other with kissy faces. You smiled for a second, then you tore the picture and threw it on the floor. You tore every picture in the room and dumped them into a bin.

"I hate you, Jungkook." you cried.

A few days later at school

Jungkook arrives in school and is not surprised to see you absent from school. You hadn't come for about a week, and he was worried about you. He sent you a 1000 messages a day, and called you a 100 times.

You never replied, as you had no mood to see or talk with Jungkook.You were at home, sleeping as the doctor had restricte, and it had been about 10 hours since your last meal. Your eyes were bloodshot red and unable to tear anymore. Whenever you closed them, you were reminded of the times you two had together, together with the pain you felt.

Jungkook walked along the lockeres in school, grieving that you weren't beside him. Suddenly, he walked past a gang of guys when he heard faint words of what they were saying.

"_____was......car crash.......hospital....."

Jungkook's eyes widened. His heart skipped many beats. He dropped his bag and ran to the school's gate. He climbed over the railing and ran to your house. He rang the doorbell, but no one answered. He ran to the back door. He called for you, but you didn't hear him. He climbed in through the window. He ran all the way to your room and opened it with anxiety. The door creaked opened, and he saw you sleeping with your hand partially on your face.

He sighed, as he wiped his tears away. He slowly walked into your room and bent to reach the bed's height. He leaned closer and a smile appered on his lips.

"Yah. I thought something happened to you...." he whispered. He then looked around the room. He walked around, looking at all the stuff you wrote on your walls. His leg hit a bin and all the papers in it scattered on the ground. He bent down to pick it up when he saw all the pictures you had torn. His eyes softened as he realised they were of you and him. His eyes welled up as he saw a note, that said,"I love you Kook-ah.....Someday I'll tell you." The word love was crossed, and with the word,"hate" replacing it.

You, on the other hand, woke up to the sound of the bin dropping. You stretched your eyes open and sat on you bed. You saw Jungkook in your room and your eyes widened. He turned back to look at you, still with tears almost flowing from his eyes.

You started vigorously shaking your head as he moved closer. Your eyes welled up as he cupped your cheek. You almost wanted block him, but you couldn't, as he held your hand.

"Yah.....Wae?" he questioned. You had absolutely no strength. You turned away, as your tears landed on Jungkook's hand that was cupping your face. He faced you and leaned closer.

He used his other hand to hold the side of your neck and smashed his lips on yours. this was what you always wanted, but not this way. You couln't seem to let go. He never did either. After a whole minute, you broke the kiss and turned away again.

"_____-ah, i never realised it till you left me.....I never realised how hard life would be without you......I should've told you this......but.......Saranghae ______-ah....."

You paused and opened your eyes. You still couldn't bring yourself to accept that he really said that.

"Everyday, I wait for you in school, and when you don't appear, I feel like the world stopped. I send you a 1000 messages a day, hoping you'd reply.....I wait in the rain every night outside your house, hoping you'd look out......But never did. When I'm with you, I'm alive _______-ah......" He said in a shaky voice.

You turn back and realise that the black figure always sitting the park bench at night was Jungkook all along.

You turn to him and cup his face. "Yah.......nado saranghaeyo......" you choke your words in a throaty voice.

His face lightens up and he hugs you. You pull away and grab his collar, landing your lips on his.

"When I'm with you......everything's magical."

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