𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭..

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 10..

TW: talks of self harm.

Narrative POV: 

Olivia couldn't bear the thought of going outside her room , to even see her friends , let alone vinnie. 

Mia would bring her food up to her , but for the past 2 weeks olivia didn't go outside her room for anything. 

People text her , she never responds. 

Olivia was falling into a deep depression. She knows she's fucked up , she thinks about it everyday. But what hurt the most was vinnie telling her that he didn't even wanna try anymore. 

But she understood. 

All of her friends , including vinnie , were worried about her. They know she has a past of self harm and bad depression from her abusive home life. 

They didn't want her to fall so deep into her depression that she ends up harming herself to feel some sort of release. 

Olivia finally walked out of her room. Scared to see vinnies face , but she really needed to walk around for a bit. 

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Olivia's POV: 

It was currently 4:49 am , i'm hoping no one is awake. 

I walked downstairs , and saw the first person i didn't wanna see. 

Vinnie. 

He saw me and ran over to me. 

"Olivia are you okay? You haven't come out-"  Vinnie said , but i cut him off. "I'm fine." I said walking to the fridge to get water. 

"Olivia ,  you sure your fine?" Vinnie said. "Yeah vin , i'm not gonna slit my wrist open just yet , so you can chill." I said rolling my eyes. 

They really have no fucking courage in me. 

"Olivia i just care about you. I don't want you to get to that point." Vin said. "Vin , honestly right now i just wanna crawl into your arms and cuddle you. But i can't , so those words , don't mean to much to me right now." I say walking back up the stairs.  

Vinnie just stood there stupidly , he looked shocked , but he knew it was coming also.  

Vinnie stood there in silence as he watched the girl he had fell for , go back into her depressing room.

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Narrative POV: 

Olivia was just thinking about something , about her mom. About how someone she trusted so much could hurt her so bad. Trying to understand how vinnie felt , but she couldn't. What her mom did to her , and what she did to vin are two completely different things.

She decided to go on insta and just scroll through it for a while , until she came on a post , a close friends story. 

Scarlet's private insta story. 

As she clicked on the story , a picture of vinnie and her popped up.

They were kissing , the text on the story was 

"Had fun the other night with you vin." 

Olivia was in shock , she was feeling enraged by everything around her. But truly , she had realized , she wasn't the only one who fucked up.