Toni Pov:
I toss and turn, I can't sleep. I have nightmares about everything and everyone. It's not normal and I am sure if anyone knew about this, they would be creeped out. I think about taking the prescribed medicine but I instantly brush off that idea. There's nothing worse than eating that disgusting sleeping tablet. Instead, I head towards the door of my dorm and head outside. It seems like everyone else was asleep, well, who wouldn't? it's 4 in the morning and we have class tomorrow. I look up and see nothing but a dark sky with small white dots. Looking at the sky always amazes me. I wonder if there's someone that's staring at the same sky at the same time right now. Who knows how big the sky is. The darkness blinds me as my eyes slowly fall. "There is absolutely no way I am sleeping outside," I thought to myself as I head back to my dorm. I walk towards my bedroom until I see a flash coming from the other side of the room. I feel my legs tingling in excitement. I see my phone buzzing repeatedly and the white light keeps flashing. "What is happening," I say out loud. It's four in the morning, what is going on? I take the device in my hands and make a "T" shaped pattern as my phone unlocks. I quickly open Instagram as I assume that that's where all my notifications are coming from. Until I saw it. I saw the post.
*BREAKING NEWS: "Jason and his girlfriend broke up"*
I am not sure who Jason actually is but I assume he is someone popular if he ends up on the schools feed. I guess it's a big deal. I have 2 friends and they don't text me either, so I barely even touch my phone so staring at this bright white late this late is new. I turn around to see the time "4:46am", I wasn't quite sure how I was supposed to wake up at 7:30 for class but honestly, I could care less. I look at myself in the mirror before going to bed, it's like a daily routine. I just check myself out and some days I feel like the sexiest person alive while other days it's different. Today was one of those days. My therapist tells me to always inform her if I am feeling "option 2" but I never told her, and I am not planning to either. I sigh to myself as I turn off the lights and head towards the bed facing the window. I can still see those stars from the view and I like it.
