Bad rules

The story of Marice

Hazel's POV:

The car ride was half quite until "so what really happened" he asks

I take a deep breath pretending I had totally forgot about everything when I've been thinking about it the entire time

"Boy- problems" I clear my throat and look out the window trying to hide how awkward this is. I mean I barely even know him but right now hes here for me and that's all that matters

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks

Yes I do I want to tell him everything but "Noah Skells, i met him a month ago when he moved across the street from me, I thought something was going on between us until- well until he decided otherwise" was all I managed to say

"Hm, Noah Skells, the new guy,I've heard of him what did a guy like him do to deserve you" he says and I blush

"Well honestly I dont know it's just guys like him can be so charming you forget you're falling right in their trap" I look back at him "I feel so stupid like I thought I knew better" I sigh

"I understand, I was a 'Noah'" he says I can feel him look at me but I continue to look out the window

"What changed?" I asked

"Well, I met a girl, beautiful as you are. Her name was Marice She taught me how to be a better version of myself" he lets out a breath I can feel his tone is sad

"Did she move away?" I ask turning to him

"No she- she caught cancer three years back, they couldn't do anything to help her so last year I had to say goodbye for good" his voice breaks but he seems like a tough guy. A kind guy, I wish Noah was more like him

"I'm really sorry, Tyler" I say and he focuses his eyes on the street

"Yeah, thanks" is all he manages to say

When he pulls up to my house I thank him "i hope to see you again soon" he says as I step out of the car "me too" I smile at him and head inside

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There are times in life where you feel like you want go back in time and change a memory that made life hard for you

For me it's the day I met Noah Skells, the day he say at my lunch table at lunch, and most of all the day I kissed him.

Guess what Haze?

Ya can't, and there's nothing you can do about it. I feel like punching something I feel like breaking something. Holy- I'm pulling a Noah. Ugh why won't he just stay out of my head

Well I guess hes not the one that's making me think of him. Its just because I'm so naive for believing he could like me

My thoughts are so unorganized why am I thinking about organization at a time like this. Fuck, I think I'm going insane

My phone buzzed snapping out of my thoughts I picked it up and turned it off. Fuck I really wanna know who that was.

I curse myself for turning off my phone, now I have to wait for it to turn back on.

When it turned back on I read it

No.

                -Playboy-
     Where are you, can we talk please.

Fuck I should've blocked his contact. So I do, I block his number and turn my phone off. I dont want to be bothered by anyone

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"You can't ignore him forever you know?"

"I know roni, I just feel like that's what's best for now"