her nails digged into my back as i sucked her neck while my hips collided into hers.
she moaned my name constantly in my ears, it drove me crazy as i wanted to her say my name more while i loved.. loved?
what am i loving? aunaesli and i only had sex whenever one of us was in the mood to fuck, i don't think we loved each other but others would think otherwise.
"aunaesli," i asked a little concerned by my thoughts, "what would you call us?"
she stared me into my eyes as this was something we never did when we were intimate, she never really liked to talk about our relationship or even if we were in one.
"jimin please," she pleaded trying to not get into this conversation for the umpteenth time since this has been chewing at my mind for the months we've been with one another, " can we not?"
why does she always push this away? can she just have this conversation with me? i'm tired of lust, i want to love this woman.
do i even want to love this woman? do i even want to lust for this woman?
aunaesli please.
i can't take this anymore.
please tell me.
do you want me for me or do you only want me for the sex?
does my feelings not mean anything?
aunaelsi please.
i'm begging.
i don't want to lust anymore.
i want to.
love.
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author note:
yall ready?
aunaesli is pronounced "honestly"
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FanfictionLust | PJM park jimin ambw🔞 she craved my body as much as i craved hers. was it too harsh? i don't think so, because she enjoyed it as much as i did. but, sometimes i think... was i in love with her or was i lusting after her? [ started : 12/20/21]...
