after last argument from about two weeks ago after she left me that note, aunaesli stop replying to my texts nor answering my calls. i should've expected this from a woman like her, a woman that shows no commitment unless it's beneficial for her.
my days went on, where i sit by my phone and wait for it to light up to tell me that aunaesli texted or to even here the sound of my ringer going off if she called; but i know i can't sit here and wait for this woman to fall back into my arms, hell she was too fine of a woman with too tight of a snatch to just be even fucking one guy.
i stop myself everyday from trying to text her and to even start the slightest conversation just to see how she's doing but there is a constant reminder that there is all types of other pussy out in this world- but is that what i want?
no it's not. i want aunaesli, and only aunaesli.
sadly i can't have a woman who doesn't want commitment.
how did i fall so deep into her rabbit hole? maybe i should call her, yes i should call her
my mind runs blank not noticing that her caller id was on my screen as the monotones went one...the number you have dialed cannot be reached at the moment, please try again later.
she hung the phone up not giving it a chance to even ring three full monotones.
maybe i should stop and give her a break, she'll come back around.
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author note:
will she come back around?
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