Meeting Deena

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This chapter is HEAVY. Mind the mistakes, I'm tired yo.😪

I kept kissing her, all of it felt so right. Deena hands slithered their way up to my waist, she pulled me closer as our tongues did most of the work. I was mad at her, but I wanted her to fuck me as hard as she could. I was so upset, I mustered all of that hatred I felt towards her, and kissed her as rough as I could. I wanted her to pay for making me like this. I was normal before I met her, but before I met her I didn't feel alive.

Her hand lifted from my back and reached to cup my left boob, she started massaging it and I moaned into her mouth. Her other hand travelled down near my privates, I felt her hand slip into my shorts and then into my underwear. I felt her finger press onto my clit, my body jolted. No guy has ever found that, they always just rub my folds, but Deena found it automatically. She started rubbing in a circular motion and I felt my knees buckle, her lips parted with mine. She started kissing my neck, earning a soft moan from my mouth.

"For someone who hates me so much, you're being such a slut." Deena whispered into my neck and then continued rubbing my clit, she suddenly slipped a finger into me and I arched my back. I thought I was overwhelmed as it was was, but she started to pump her finger in and out of me, I was so overcome with pleasure I forgot where we were.

"Deena, p-please. I think I'm gonna cum, I can't–"

"Do it then." She spat as used her free hand to unbutton my shirt, she pulled the cup of my bra down, exposing my boob. She looked up to smile at me before wrapping her mouth around my nipple, sucking on it and flicking her tongue against it. That was the red line for me, I felt a knot tie in my stomach. I  was weak under her touch, there was nothing I could do.

"Deena.. Fuck!" I moaned as I abruptly reached my high, I collapsed into Deenas arms. She let out a soft laugh as she removed her hand from my shorts.

"Did you cum?" She asked sarcastically.

"You gotta be fucking kidding me? Look at me. I've never done that before." I admitted, I lifted myself up from her arms and sat on the floor, sitting on the flowers that were now squished beneath me. She joined me. I began fixing myself up and buttoning up my shirt and adjusting my shorts.

"I still hate you." Deena said.

"Yeah, I know. I hate you too, don't worry." I heard something rustle in the trees behind us.

"What was that?" Deena said while scoping the area around us. I spun my head around every corner to see where the noise came from, I then saw a shadowy figure run into the trees. We watched as it disappeared.

"Deena! What the fuck! Did you see that?" I asked while anxiously looking at the trees around us.

"Yeah.. let's get back." Deena said as she swiftly got up. She helped me up and dusted me off, we then began to jog out of the field, laughing.

"I can't believe I just finger banged the Y/F/N!" Deena sneered, a good while into our trip back to the camping centre.

"Shut up!" I yelled while shoving her, I'm so embarrassed.

"Now there's two lesbians in our grade." Deena laughed, but I didn't. I kind of froze up, I felt myself getting angry at her.

"I'm not gay, Deena."

Deena laughed and stopped walking. "Are you being serious? Y/N, I just fucked the shit out of you. You were literally a mess, and you're telling me you're not gay?"

"No! Deena, I'm not." I said in the most serious tone I could, I just couldn't deal with the idea of it at all.

"Y/N?... Why are you so in denial?" Deena said, she grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards her. "You don't need to be in the closet anymore, let everyone know. I don't know what you're so afraid of." She said as she cupped my cheeks, I felt a tear run down my face, Deena was quick to wipe it.

"I just don't want to deal with all the hate, Deena, I'm the most popular and the hottest girl at our whole school. People part when I walk cause they know who I am and what I'm capable of. I cant lose that. I have everything I want in life, I just can't lose any of it." I admitted in tears.

"Don't cry, Y/N." Deena said as she pulled me in for a hug, I felt myself break down. She's the only one who gets me.

She comforted me and I mustered enough energy to continue our trip, after a while we saw the camping centre. It was already time for lunch by the look of it, we had a specific dining hall we ate breakfast and lunch in. It was hard to miss with the sign saying in big bold letters; DINING HALL. Deena and I walked all the way there and I pushed the door open. We entered and stood idly in front of the six long tables, seated at every table were students eating from green trays. They were whispering, until they saw us. I felt everyone staring at me and my heart dropped. I looked at Deena and she looked at me.

"I'll get us our food, you sit down." She said as she walked towards the service counter. I found two seats near a couple of familiar faces, they began whispering when I approached them. The girl put her hand where I planned for me and Deena to sit.

"Excuse me, bitch? Move your sausage fingers out of the way. I wanna sit."

She and her friends began laughing, she pushed her glasses back. "Sorry hun, we don't move anywhere for fags like you."