Lost

Chapter 16

Leaving the room and looking for where the hell did Jordan disappear to
I walked faster and saw his friends , I rolled my eyes and walked up to them
"Hey hey" I tapped on his shoulder as he looked at me confused
"Have you see Jordan" he nodded and told me that he went outside.
I thanked him and walked outside spotting Jordan putting his earphones in and doing something on his phone
I walked slowly to up and as soon as he saw he turned away
"What's wrong" I asked him as he just ignored me and kept doing whatever he was doing.

I feel hundred stabs and Tears trying to stream down my face.
Why the fuck would you even cry , my brain told and I still looking up to Jordan who still don't want to give a shit that I'm standing here

Try one more time , I said to my self

" Is it because of Ken ?"I asked him and as soon as I mentioned his name he turned and looked at me with anger in face
" and you know his name plus he stares at you" he said shaking his head
"you would make a cute couple tho" my jaw dropped when I heard what he said , making me stand up and slowly backing away looking for a corner to sit alone so no one will spot me or find me.
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I sat down the stairs with my phone and played some music on.
Jordan is such a jealousy type , I mean all cool get jealous but no that why.He knows that I only like him and if I didn't I would've even be with him now. Ignoring what I was thinking I saw someone in front of me.
But I didn't pick my head up and left my head buried between my knees.
"Go away Jordan"I said in almost a whisper
I still can feel that there's someone
"Just leave I don't want to talk to you" I got annoyed and looked up but It wasn't Jordan
It was Ken..
"Why are you even here" I asked him and he just shrugged and sat down next to me

What the actual fuck , what is he doing
"You are a stalker just go"I told him but he ignored me
I kept my self in the same position and I hear him talking and j just can't stand it anymore
"I just wanted t0 tell yo-" he spoke but when I heard another voice
"Re can we ta-" Jordan said as soon as he saw Ken , his face expression changed
"Oh no too late I guess I came when you all deciding to be a double or no"I boiled up and felt like killing someone

He walked off and I just gave Ken of the horrible eye contact

This is so fucked up .