An upcoming artist named billie eilish accidently texts the wrong number. Brooklynn receives a message from an unknown person when she was finna take her life. Could Billie have saved her life? Read to find out.
(This book includes smut, self harm...
"I-I'm ok." I hear her say. I let her go and she looks down at her rings. "You have to apologize to finneas." I said softly. She looked at me with teary eyes. I stood up and held out my hand. "Cmon." I said softly.
She hesitated, but grabbed my hand and stood up. I opened the door and billie walked behind me. I knocked on finneas door and he yelled come in. I opened the door, "Billie would like to say something." I said.
I turn towards billie and she was trying to hide behind me. "Cmon billie." She looked at me and back down and shyly walked in the room. "Billie." I said softly. She started to play with her rings, "I-I'm sorry f-for um y-yelling at you w-when you were just trying to help." She mumbled.
Finneas smiled and looked at me. "It's ok bil I forgive you." He said. Billie looked at me and I nodded, to let her know she did good. She looked back at her rings and just stood there. "Alright guys, I'm going to go to sleep, see you guys tomorrow." Finn said, basically kicking us out.
I giggled and grabbed billie's hand and walked her back to her room. "Goodnight billie." I said before closing her door.
Billie's POV
"Goodnight billie." She said as she closed the door. "G-goodnight." I said even though I knew she couldn't hear me. I laid down and sighed.
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It's 2:22 am and I can't fall asleep. I got up and quietly walked to brooke's room. I softly knocked on the door and I heard a faint come in. I walked in shyly, I stood by the door and played with my rings.
"What's wrong billie." She sighed. "I-I c-can't sleep." I said nervously. I felt her gaze on me, but I didn't look up. I heard some shuffling and brooke was standing right in front of me. "Fine." She sighed out.
I looked at her and smiled slightly. She closed her door and we laid down. "B-brooklynn." I said nervously. "Yes billie." She mumbled. "P-please." I said. "Please what?" She asked as she turned to look at me.
"P-please be my f-friend again." I said nervously as I looked away from her. "I-I never meant to hurt y-you, I-I just w-was being an asshole." I said. "Billie, I was in my worst mental state possible, and I kinda still am." She paused.
"Did you know how that felt when you said you weren't feeling the relationship anymore, I felt like I did something wrong, I felt like I didn't put enough effort into the relationship. Billie I fucking opened up to you, a-and let you please me."
My eyes started to water, "Do you know how it feels to feel like that? And then when I saw you with that Q guy it really fucking broke me billie, you have officially broke m-me." Her voice cracked.
I looked to her and saw tears in her eyes. "I've had way more panic attacks in those 4 months, then I did in my entire lifetime. I cut myself a lot, and it wasn't because of you billie, it was because I was already broken, and you just confirmed it." She said.
I saw a single tear fall down her cheek. "I-I'm really fucking sorry. I don't know what I was thinking. I-I was being selfish and I didn't consider your feelings at fucking all and I hate myself for that, I hate myself for what I did so much."
I said truthfully. She sighed and laid on her back. "I'll be your friend billie, but you have to earn my trust back." She said softly. "I-I'll do whatever it takes." I smiled and hugged her. "Ok billie." She chuckled.
She sighed, "Please don't make me regret my decision billie, please don't take my kindness for granted. It was really hard trying to be mean." She laughed a little. I smiled wider, I didn't notice this but I really fucking miss her laugh.
"I-I won't." I paused. "A-and you did a good job on being mean." I smiled at her. She looked at me and smiled. "Thank god because I've never been mean before, It felt very different." She said. "Yea it was very different, I was shocked." I said truthfully.
"Whatever dude, goodnight bozo." She chuckled. "Hey that's my word." I whined, "Solo dilo de vuelta." (A/n-I don't know if that's true, I looked it up.)She said. "I don't speak Spanish!" I giggled. She laughed and said it in English. "Just say it back." I rolled my eyes.
"Goodnight mama." She smiled and turned her back towards me.
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Finneas's POV
I woke up and went to billie's room to get her up for the meeting today. When I went in her room she wasn't in there. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked to brooke's room. I knocked softly before opening the door.
I smiled as I seen billie and brooke cuddled up to each other. I grabbed my phone and took a quick picture. I posted on my instagram and went to wake up billie.
Billie's POV
I felt someone shaking me softly. I hummed in response still half sleep. "Cmon billie we have a meeting." I heard finneas say. "Ok I'm up." I mumbled. I heard the door closed and I groaned. I unwrap brooke's arm from around me and smile as I remember the events from last night.
I grabbed my phone and walked to the bathroom I got a notification saying that finneas posted on his instagram. I clicked on the notification and smiled.
Via Instagram (Pretend like it's billie and brooke atp)
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User 1: does anyone know what happened? User 2: I heard that they dated and billie broke up with brooke for Q User 3: ^ Tough User 4: Even if they didn't date I'll still ship envyxnoah: Brooke text me
My smile faded when I saw user 2's comment. I turn off my phone and began to do my mourning routine.
Brooklynn's POV
I woke up to billie gone, I sighed and sat up. I really hope she doesn't take my kindness for granted. I grabbed my phone and went on instagram, the first picture I saw was me and billie cuddled up.
It must've happened naturally because we didn't fall asleep like that. I got up and walked to the bathroom opening the door. "Hey!" Billie poked her head out, "I've seen it all billie your good." I said nonchalantly.
I saw her blush and she poked her head back in the shower. I smirked and grabbed my toothbrush and began to brush my teeth. I heard the shower cut off and billie poked her head out the shower again.
"What." I finally said after a while of silence. "Can you um h-hand me my towel." She said. "Sure." I said. I held out my arm that was far away from her with the towel in my hand. "Cmon brooke you know I can't reach that, I have a meeting in a few." She whined.
