FIND YOUR SOULMATE - Lisa × reader

Loud Thoughts

Everyone used to love me, I also loved them too, but something occured in my mind, what if this people are just loving me because of my good grades? What if these people actually hate me, but they are showing me that they care

They are just heartless people, their rule is to just destroy us, or am I just Imagining things?
If I wake up from my dreams would I wake up in the same area before I was or another world?..........

Is it complicated? I wasn't being tortured? Was that all of a dream?
The Un - human screams I made was all a Lie?
So, my Brother who Helped Me during my hard times, Was an illusion? An beautiful illusion?
Am in reality?
Or In a Dream? Will you be able to hear these thoughts of mine my Soulmate? Are you there? Do you know how much I have suffered soulmate? Oh, wait you won't understand because you have a lively family who cares for you
I guess you won't understand then?
My mom was an Christian
But I didn't believed in God or Jesus
So when my friends heard this or fake friends
They forced me to become an atheist
Where actually even though I didn't believed in God, I still wanted to know more about the Bible and stuffs, I hope you can listen to me Jaehee.........

JaeHee POV

I C-Can listen to l-lisa's thoughts, it is really loud, though if it is Really loud I can sense that her thoughts are trying to represent a Faint memory Of her dreaded past she hates, her thoughts represent the inner demons she is fighting everyday every night, she is right no one understands your pain rather than yourself, you yourself will be the first one who will take action because it's your body not someone else's, but seeing her suffering hurts I want to meet her so bad........

"Hey, Chernobyl You useless device! Can't you detect that my soulmate is suffering" I shouted her I mean What should I say! She is so lazy, she doesn't Even obey Her Masters word!

[ J-Jae We weren't designed to detect someone else's feeling, we were made to Find a person's Soulmate, Y-you need to understand]

My Harsh full comments compelled Chernobyl to answer.

"Is That the only excuse You got if so I want to tell you, You suck at lying" She never actually respected me, If you ask me how is life going with this Stupid device, I would tell you It's like living in Heaven But it's secretly hell.

[ B-but J-Jae it is The truth, you can't change it can you]

I figured It out, She is scared and she is stuttering cause she is thinking I will turn this small argument into a hassle, why? Cause I have serious Anger issues and if it is a small argument and they're arguing with me, Then it's going to turn into a big fuss.

But I am not that Stupid to do so, Everything has a limit, like if you are doing something then it's based on your mood and creativity or anything, but that's based upon you, and I know something bad will happen but will try to control it as much as I can.

"Ahem, Chernobyl please tell me where she lives" I sounded as much calm as I can, when I am literally burning inside.

[U-uh she used to live in t-thailand, i-its Her b-birthplace]

"Oh, well I guess she used to live with her pa-" Just after that my sentence was cutted off by Chernobyl

[No No, she used to live alone there because her parents used to.....]

"Her parents used to What? I didn't hear you clearly" What is She actually trying to say I can't understand her.

[Uh, is It ok If I say it later it's already midnight and it's already 3:00pm sooo.....you should get off your study desk and sleep you need rest too ..]

"Huh?! 3:00pm already! Should I sleep or study? Chernobyl! Help me I don't know what to do! If I sleep at this time I won't be able to wake up tomorrow at 5:00Am!" I cried out so loud that the whole Neighborhood woke up.

[I don't know maybe study because you said you won't be able to wake up tomorrow at 5:00 am soo.. whatever suits you]

"OK then, Oh also thank You Chernobyl! I love you sooooooo much" I gave her a Flying Kiss and get off to study again, uni is Too hard.

[Huh? Bipolar much?]

"What?" I questioned her, because I didn't really hear her cause she was talking so quietly.

[N-nothing]

"Well, Ok then I am drifting off to study again, but Chernobyl I don't want you to disturb me during my studies so can you please turn off, pwease" I pleaded to her.

[Ok, whatever you want Jae]

"Whoo, now I can finally relax"

"So, you are ignoring me Now?"

"Umm, who is this?"

"You will know just wait"

THE END
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A/n
Can you guess who is that?