Track Number : 5
Title : 은석이 (Eunseoki)
Lyrics : 3RACHA
Music : 3RACHA
Arrangement : CB97
Length : 02:40HANGUL
[SpearB]
많고 많은 말 안 해 하꾜 하나 달랑 분위기가 개 혼자만 달라
활기차 보이는 학교 내부엔 보이는 것과 다르게도 걜 괴롭히는 악마가 많아
So 3윌 2일 걔는 개 삶을 위해 이모 집에 살면서 우울해 있네
고등하꾜를 다니게 됐고 약해 보이면 전의 악몽 반복이 될 것 같아[SpearB]
엄마를 졸라 유행하는 비싼 옷만 골라 입어
억지로 담배도 입에 물며 미로같은 그들의 길을 ㅌ타라가기로 마음 먹어
발걸음은 가벼운 등굣길을 걸어
내 가방 안 들어도 되고 내 물건은 날 위해 쓰는 당연한 것들
그에게는 자구에마한 행복이 돼 쉬는 시간이 쉬는 시간이 것도 처음 알게 돼[J.One]
그 후 무시 대신 인정을 받아 "야 니 담배 있냐? 나 불 좀 붙여줘"
미워했던 놈들과 똑같은 놈드리 자신과 어울린다니 이상한 느낌이 들었어
동시에 들었던 동질감에 행복해
금요일 체육시간 체욕보기 업서 뒤에 있는 만만한 노믜 뒤통수를 갈겼어
모드의 시서는 자시네게 쏠렸고 그 녀서긔 얼굴엔 어둠이 드리워[J.One]
자신의 기분대로 아이는 웅크린 자세로 밟히고 맞아
사정없이 때리던 거센 주머기 멈춘 후 피범버기 된 멍천기의 얼구레 치믈 뱉어
쓰러져 있던 그 아니는 일어나 내게 대체 왜 그러냐며
내가 잘못한 게 뭐냐고 따지는 모스베 더 빡쳐 엿날 자시늘 보는 것 가타 치믈 살켜[SpearB]
어깨빵을 당했을 때 미안하기만 했던 맘
어깨빵을 고의로 하게 되는 입장 되고 나니 좋나봐
기분을 폭력으로 풀고 그 아이는 미안하다 빌고 빌며 무릎 꿇고
그가 당한 것을 되풀이하듯 무자비한 폭행 속에
손에 쥐어진 실수는 마치 살수가 되어 다신 돌이킬 수 없는 선홍색의 사인으로[J.One]
친긔 모게선 검불근 서니 그려지며 결국 넌 뿌리치고 싶던 악마의 소늘 자바써
처음 보눈 관경 두렵기만 햇고 풀린 두 다리는 바다꽈 맞다하 자께 비명 지러
몇 시간 후 변궈네선 그 아이 어머니는 울부지즈며 그의 이르믈 부르고 있었고
그 두 팔모게는 그돈간 드렀던 가반긔 짐보다 무거운 괴리가미 걸쳐있었고어ROMANIZED
[SpearB]
manhgo manheun mal an hae hakkyo hana dallang bunwigiga gae honjaman dalla
hwalgicha boineun hakgyo naebuen boineun geosgwa dareugedo gyael goerophineun akmaga manha
So 3wil 2il gyaeneun gae salmeul wihae imo jibe salmyeonseo uulhae issne
godeunghakkyoreul danige dwaessgo yakhae boimyeon jeonui akmong banbogi doel geot gata[SpearB]
eommareul jolla yuhaenghaneun bissan osman golla ibeo
eokjiro dambaedo ibe mulmyeo mirogateun geudeurui gireul t-taragagiro maeum meogeo
balgeoreumeun gabyeoun deunggyosgireul georeo
nae gabang an deureodo doego nae mulgeoneun nal wihae sseuneun dangyeonhan geosdeul
geuegeneun jaguemahan haengbogi dwae swineun sigani swineun sigani geosdo cheoeum alge dwae[J.One]
geu hu musi daesin injeongeul bada "ya ni dambae issnya? na bul jom butyeojwo"
miwohaessdeon nomdeulgwa ttokgateun nomdeuri jasingwa eoullindani isanghan neukkimi deureosseo
dongsie deureossdeon dongjilgame haengbokhae
geumyoil cheyuksigan cheyokbogi eopseo dwie issneun manmanhan nomui dwitongsureul galgyeosseo
modeuui siseoneun jasinege ssollyeossgo geu nyeoseogui eolguren eodumi deuriwo[J.One]
jasinui gibundaero aineun ungkeurin jasero balphigo maja
sajeongeopsi ttaerideon geosen jumeogi meomchun hu pibeombeogi doen meongcheongiui eolgure chimeul baeteo
sseureojyeo issdeon geu anineun ireona naege daeche wae geureonyamyeo
naega jalmoshan ge mwonyago ttajineun moseube deo ppakchyeo yeosnal jasineul boneun geot gata chimeul salkyeo[SpearB]
eokkaeppangeul danghaesseul ttae mianhagiman haessdeon mam
eokkaeppangeul gouiro hage doeneun ipjang doego nani johnabwa
gibuneul pokryeogeuro pulgo geu aineun mianhada bilgo bilmyeo mureup kkulhgo
geuga danghan geoseul doepurihadeut mujabihan pokhaeng soge
sone jwieojin silsuneun machi salsuga doeeo dasin dorikil su eopsneun seonhongsaegui saineuro[J.One]
chingui mogeseon geombulgeun seoni geuryeojimyeo gyeolguk neon ppurichigo sipdeon akmaui soneul jabasseo
cheoeum bonun gwangyeong duryeopgiman haesgo pullin du darineun badakkwa majdaha jakke bimyeong jireo
myeot sigan hu byeongwoneseon geu ai eomeonineun ulbujijeumyeo geuui ireumeul bureugo isseossgo
geu du palmogeneun geudongan deureossdeon gabangui jimboda mugeoun goerigami geolchyeoisseossgoeoENGLISH
[SpearB]
Inside many many towns just one single school, there's a kid who doesn't talk a lot
The school looks lively but looks different inside, there's a lot of demons there
He lived at his aunt's house while being depressed, he ended up going to high school
He feared if he looked weak then the nightmare of the past would occur again[SpearB]
So he begged his mom and picked out only trendy and expensive clothes to wear
Forced himself to bite cigarettes and made up his mind to follow the maze-like path
He walked to the path to school with footsteps light
He only had to carry his own bag, something as basic as using his own things, that's become the smallest pleasure
He learned for the first time that rest time is for resting[J.One]
After that, instead of being ignored, he got acknowledgement "Hey, do you have a cigarette?"
It felt weird to hang out with the same guy he hated
Feeling at once both happy and strange
On Friday during gym, because he couldn't find his gym clothes, he picked an easy looking kid and scuffed the back of his head
Everyone't gaze turned to him, darkness grew onto that kid's face[J.One]
Up to his own mood, he stepped on the kid curled up on the ground
Even fter the heavy blow that hit without reason, he spat the face covered in blood
The kid that had fallen now gets up, and asked why the hell do you do that, what did I do wrong
Seeing him talk back made him more pissed, he thought he's looking at his old self[SpearB]
The old him who only felt sorry when people bumped his shoulder
Now that he's the one who's bumping into people intentionally, it must feel good
He shook off bad moods through violence
As if he reenacts the same thing that had happened to him, with the merciless assault
The mistakes he held in his hand have become his life line[J.One]
The deep red sign which can't be reversed, on his friend's neck a sword-red line is drawn
The hand of the devil which you wanted to shake off, in the end you held that hand
A few hours later at the hospital that child's mother was sobbing, yelling out his name and at his two ankles
Even heavier than the backpacks he had held during that time, there hung the sense of turmoil
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