Track Number : 8
Title : If
Lyrics : SpearB
Music : SpearB
Arrangement : SpearB
CB97
Length : 02:35
HANGUL
만약에 말야 이 말을 뱉고 난 후
뱉는 말들이 눈 앞에 일어난다면
상황따라 다르겠지만 어떨까 만약
소중한것들 소중한순간들
소중한 무언가를 잊거나 잃게 된다면
발버둥친다 한들
계속 머물고있는 공허함에 갇히겠지
두드릴수록 더 꽉 닫히겠지
잠겨있지
그 안에서의 고통은 경험하기싫은 가장 아픈 매질
몇 가지 상황들의 경험에
소중한 사람과의 신뢰 잃었네
서로 상처주는 말까지 건네
얼마안가 후회할게 뻔해
전의 일에 대한 미안한 맘을 전해
다행히 어렵지않게 풀린 관계
근데 여기서 한가지 무서운 생각이 들더라고
만약에말야
소중한 사람에게 후회할 만한 행동을 한 후에
그 후회를 덜기 위해 미안한 맘을 전하려하는데
그 맘을 전하기 전에 그 사람이 영원히 사라졌다면
어떨까
아마 후회 더해 찢기는 마음의 고통을
안고 지낼것 같아
뭔 일이 날지 몰라 만약에 만약에 말야
그건 아무도 몰라 만약에 만약에 말야
큰일일지도 몰라 별일 아닐지도 모르지만
불안한 이유는 뭐인걸까 만약에 만약에 말야
방금 전 만약의 상황을 떠올린 건
부정적이라서가 아냐
만약에 일어날 수 있는 일은
1도 예상 못한 일들이 많아
‘만약’이란 단어
그 뒤에 붙는 말들에 따라 의미가 달라
불안한 감정
또는 무언가를 기대하는 감정 담아
요즘에 난 후자보다는 전자에 속해
사소한 행동 하나에도 그 뒤에 일어날 일들을 떠올려
용감했던 어릴적 행동은 이제 난 없는 듯해
생각이 커 갈수록 걱정도 많아져
불안함에 온 정신이 쏠려
만약이라도 만약에라도 꿈속이라도
싫은 일 겪어보지는 않았어도
절대로 겪어보기는 싫은 일
그런 일들 피해가기 위해
이렇듯 일어나지 않은 일들에 집착하며
지금도 언제 일어날지 모르는 만약에 대비해
ROMANIZED
manyage marya i mareul baetgo nan hu
baetneun maldeuri nun ape ireonandamyeon
sanghwangttara dareugetjiman eotteolkka manyak
sojunghangeotteul sojunghansungandeul
sojunghan mueongareul itgeona ilke doendamyeon
balbeodungchinda handeul
gyesok meomulgoitneun gongheohame gachigetji
dudeurilsurok deo kkwak dachigetji
jamgyeoitji
geu aneseoye gotongeun gyeongheomhagishireun gajang apeun maejil
myeot gaji sanghwangdeure gyeongheome
sojunghan saramgwaye shilloe ireotne
seoro sangcheojuneun malkkaji geonne
eolmaanga huhoehalge ppeonhae
jeone ire daehan mianhan mameul jeonhae
dahaenghi eoryeobjianke pullin gwangye
geunde yeogiseo hangaji museoun saenggagi deuldeorago
manyagemarya
sojunghan saramege huhoehal manhan haengdongeul han hue
geu huhoereul deolgi wihae mianhan mameul jeonharyeohaneunde
geu mameul jeonhagi jeone geu sarami yeongweonhi sarajyeottamyeon
eotteolkka
ama huhoe deohae jjitgineun maeume gotongeul
ango jinaelgeot gata
mwon iri nalji molla manyage manyage marya
geugeon amudo molla manyage manyage marya
keuniriljido molla byeoril aniljido moreujiman
buranhan iyuneun mwoingeolkka manyage manyage marya
banggeum jeon manyage sanghwangeul tteoollin geon
bujeongjeogiraseoga anya
manyage ireonal su itneun ireun
ildo yesang mothan ildeuri mana
‘manyak’iran daneo
geu dwie butneun maldeure ttara uimiga dalla
buranhan gamjeong
ttoneun mueongareul gidaehaneun gamjeong dama
yojeume nan hujabodaneun jeonjae sokhae
sasohan haengdong hanaedo geu dwie ireonal ildeureul tteoollyeo
yonggamhaetteon eoriljeok haengdongeun ije nan eopneun deuthae
saenggagi keo galsurok geokjeongdo manajyeo
buranhame on jeongshini ssollyeo
manyagirado manyagerado kkumsogirado
shireun il gyeokkeobojineun anasseodo
jeoldaero gyeokkeobogineun shireun il
geureon ildeul pihaegagi wihae
ireoteut ireonaji aneun ildeure jibchakhamyeo
jigeumdo eonje ireonalji moreuneun manyage daebihae
ENGLISH
What if after spitting out these words
What if they happen before your eyes
It's different depends on the situation, but what if
Those precious things, precious moments
What would you do if you forget or lose those precious something
The ones who struggle
Will be trapped in the never-ending emptiness
The more they knock on, the more it's closed off
Locked out
The pain in it is the most painful feeling that I don't want to go through
On the experience of several situations
I lost my trust with a precious person
Throwing painful words to each other
I'll regret it soon, obviously
Before regretting it, better say sorry before things happened
Fortunately, it's not hard to fix our relationship
But there's one thought that I'm scared of
What if
After having a regretful act towards someone precious
When I'm trying to convey my sorry heart to ease the regret
Before I could do that, what if that precious person disappeared?
Forever
Maybe I'll regret it more, as I hold the pain
My heart getting torn apart while I keep going on
Something might happened, I'm just saying what if
Nobody knows about that, I'm just saying what if
Maybe it's a big deal, or maybe it's not
What's the reason for this uneasiness, I'm just saying what if
I just remembered the possible situation I've thought before
It's not because I'm pessimistic
Among all the situations that might possibly happens
There are a lot that couldn't be expected
The word called "if"
The word following behind it will have different meaning
Sometimes I feel so anxious
But sometimes I also have a feeling that I expect something
Nowadays I belong to the former one than the latter
One small act might trigger what will happen later
I don't seem to have a brave-little-child's-act now
The more I think about it, the more I worry
Anxiety filling up my mind
What if, I'm just saying what if it's only in a dream
Even I might not experience the situation I hate
I never wanna go through them
To avoid those situations
I won't be obsessed with things that haven't happened like this
Even now I don't know when it could be happen, I'm avoiding that possibility
