After he left the room, I broke into my tears that continuesly streamed while staring at the just closed door, my heart wanted to explode, I badly wanted to jump off the bed to stop him and take back what I'd said and give him another chance but my mind said it's fine.
I even cover my mouth to prevent myself to sob, but I can't hold it on when my friends embrance hugged me, the combined emotion of pain and sadness, the guilt I've felt when I chose not to gave him another chance.
The feeling of relief that I finally got out from the one sided-relationship but after I heard right from him that he also love me, my heart says...go on love him.
The painful sobs that coming out from my mouth as my tears streamly falling, Jennie's hand that rubbing my back for comfort, Lisa's encouraging words, and Chaeyoung who's stroking my hair and wiping my tears away didn't help to atleast ease the pain I've feeling.
"We're here Unnie, we're here..." Lisa's phrases that she repeatedly saying while her tears is also falling. The hiccups and sobs that all coming from us filled the room. My brothers who just staring at us at me with the pained eyes. The boys stares that showing sadness and pity. But I'd I didn't care at all, I want to let out all the emotions that containing and suffocating me.
Crying as all the memories that I had with him and chose to cherish even he didn't care at all, comes and rush in, flashing back on my mind makes it more painful for me. On one and a half year living on the same roof with him and a year of marriage, it's hard to forget but sometimes I regret.
After a moments of crying, I finally calmed down but small sobs was still coming from my mouth. The girls hug that never leave me as they continue to comfort me makes me thankful that I have them in my hard times.
I cover my face with my palms for a bit to hide my ugly face from crying as small chuckles was heard, and when remove it I was greeted with Hanbin Oppa's face.
"You still cute with those pluffy eyes and red nose" he tried to brighten up the atmosphere that didn't pass on me and make myself to pout. He smiled and sat down beside my bed as the girls ligtly move away to give access.
"You're still a baby when you cry, you're ugly" he chuckled and pinched my nose. Among my brothers Hanbin Oppa was the brightest he's the happy pill of our family despite of his cold personality to others he's soft and sweet to me. "Soo...I know you just had the hardest decision in life a while ago, but I'm not saying that I'm going to his side but, do you really meant what you just said? Are you brave enough to conquer all the possible consequences?" He sincerely said, wanting me to understand. My eyes again teard up.
"Oppa..." I muttered as my tears fall, I shook my head "I don't know...I don't know what to feel right now I know to myself that....I still l-love him and my love towards him will never replace with someone, no o-one" I sobbed, he stare at me with a pity eyes, I look down tears streaming, I felt him move closer as he embrace me with his warm hug, his hand patting my shoulder, I cried more.
"You need a break Soo...you have to heal yourself first if Taehyung really changed he will wait for you until you were ready again" Jin Oppa said as he joined the hug. I look up when only my two brothers out of three hugged me, In Yeop Oppa was just staring he then sighed and walk toward us to join the hug.
"I'm gonna kill him for real if he hurt you again" he mumbled as he messed my hair up, I smiled as I hug them back. My eyes darted infront and saw my friends they emotionally joined the hug as we stay for long.
"Please don't tell this to our parents" I said to them, staring as the hug broke. In Yeop Oppa is ready to protest but I cutted him already.
"But Soo-"
"Please?...I don't want them to worry" I said in a small voice. My brothers sighed, sign that they agreed, because they can't win over me.
"Alright alright" they gave up shrugging their shoulders, I giggled as tears was completely nowhere to seen on my face. I take a deep sigh.
"Just prove yourself to me, I will bet my love for the second chance to you" my mind said, staring into something "Prove yourself that I deserve you and everything will be back for better." I averted my gaze from the flower he bought a while ago, a boquet of red roses.
Taehyung's POV
Walking out the hospital, I turned around when someone patted my back as I greeted with the panting Eun Woo. My lips parted as I look at the direction he came from, inside the hospital.
"H-hey?" I awkwardly muttered as he take a deep breathe once again, hands on his knees he look up to me as his one hand on my shoulder.
After he breath out he straighten his posture and stand straight. "I know I'm not in the place to say this but....I hope you don't hurt her again if she give you another chance." He sincerely said, my brows furrowed as cluelessly I was until then I realize. My eyes pinned from the hospital's entrance.
"She really love you...but she need to heal, dude I hope you give her time to think. Jisoo was deeply hurted this time and it's because of you, she's willing to give you another chance but please I'm begging, if that time come and happen I hope to don't see her cry with the same reason" he said, he's eyes glimpse. Tears formed.
"I love my bestfriend, and I know I don't have any chance to replace you on her heart because I clearly heard it earlier that there's no one can" his tears fall I'm about to pat him but he just broke out a small smile. "No no, please just prove your love for her, I will be honest to you that, the time she said to me that she already signed your divorce paper I felt a little happiness but it quickly vanished because I realize that she's deeply inlove with you" he said
"She said she's tired of me" I mumbled, but my face risen up "But I will do my best and gave the love she deserves ever since the start" I added, dedicated. He nodded his head and pat my shoulder.
"So man if you get hurt because of what she said earlier I hope you know that she hurted you but she hurted herself first" he said.
"Thank you" I sincerely said to him, he smiled then he's face turned into serious.
"But I hope that you keep this to your mind" he said "That...I will not hesitate to steal her from you once I saw her cry again and you were the reason" he added, I chuckled and smiled at him.
"I won't, I won't." I said sincerely, he then smiled and ligtly pushed me away.
"Now go her brothers will be off soon" he said, "In Yeop hyung'd blood was still boiling at you" he even chuckled as I laughed a little, he turn his back on me and started to walk back he even stopped midway to took a deep sigh and continued.
While I reach my car and already went inside. I then open my cellphone as I stare at her picture that I only secretly captured without her knowing a months ago.
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"I will never get tired telling myself and the universe how much I love you, I will do my best to get you back and I'll never stop because I love you so much to give up" I mumbled rubbing my thumb through the screen.
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