as it faded away
you didnt speak a word
as it faded away
i strove to let you in
as it faded away
i gathered the courage to tell you
but when i did
you spoke your truth
why did you wait
until i spilled
why did you wait
why werent you honest
why didnt you just tell me
the relationship wasnt right
you spent so long
reassuring me it was
you was away all the anxiety
until i was ready
but then you weren't
why did you let me
speak my truth
why wont these tears
stop falling down my cheeks
creating a waterfall
out of me
maybe it would've been better
to let it all go
i thought we were on the same page
but i guess i was wrong
maybe its on me
maybe this is all my fault
i got in too deep
was too on was too off
maybe if i just chose...
to stay or go
maybe if i wasnt so scared
maybe..
maybe this is what i deserve
to constantly hurt
maybe im not meant to be loved
im just a phase
even for you
