Ghoul-Ish: Over-Powered

Where did i go wrong?

The next day, I found myself killing another human. I couldn't do it anymore. Especially with Kyoya and Azumee around now. What will they think of me? I need to influence them down the right the path, not the wrong. I was choosing whether I wanted to stay Aogiri and keep doing what was needed for this 'family' of mine.. Or what was needed for my brother and sister.. 2 nights later Yuri was sick.. I took her to the hospital at midnight and brought Kyoya and Azumee with me. The doctor came out to me smiling, and I stood up. "Well, is she going to be ok?" I was sweating. "Yes, she'll be fine, but you might want to come see this." He walked me to the room where she was in, and they showed me a x-ray. She was pregnant. Tears flooded my eyes. I hugged her and laughed as we talked the rest of the night. To celebrate, the next day I took her to a restaurant. As we were getting up to leave the restaurant I stopped her and said, "wait, before we go, I need to do something" I stuck my hand in my back pocket and pulled out a blue box and stood on one knee, "Yuri.. Will you marry me?" Tears flowed down her face and she smiled, then said "Yes.. Yes I will!" I got up and hugged her and we walked out of the restaurant. The next day I decided to take everyone out to breakfast. 'Wow..' I thought to myself, 'my family is growing..' I smiled and hugged everyone. Later that night, me and Yuri talked about what we would name the child. "If it's a boy, how about Cane, and if it's a girl.. Heart?" She smiled at me and hugged me "they both sound wonderful". I felt horrible.. She didn't know that a lot of the human and ghoul children born don't make it.. But if the baby did make it, we decided we were gonna get married in 4 months. Yes, a short time to set up the wedding, but it would be a private wedding. So there wasn't much planning to do. I decided that I needed to catch up with Yuei, as we hadn't talked in a while. "Hey.." We hugged and smiled "How's it going?" "Good. How about you, Akou?" "Oh, it's great. Me and Yuri are getting married." "Wow! Congratulations man!" "Thanks" I smiled and hugged him "Well, I gotta run, so let's catch up another time!" That night, I had a dream. A horrible dream. Everything was gone, everyone, was gone. I lost everyone. Yuei was dead, The child didn't make it and Yuri left me.. Kyoya and Azumee were killed In an Aogiri mission.. And it was all my fault. Leaving Aogiri was a choice I needed to make. I also needed to keep in touch with Yuei more.. But the baby.. I couldn't do anything to prevent that from happening outside of the dream. 4 months had now passed by and I decided to leave Aogiri. We were at the wedding. "I do", "then you may now kiss the bride!" I kissed Yuri when my phone rang. It was Yuei's parents. I ignored it the first time, but listened to the voice mail left. Yuei had been in a accident. "Yuri.. I need to go.. It's Yuei, he's hurt" "Okay, go ahead. I would do the same." I ran out of the building while Yuri, Kyoya, and Azumee went home. When I arrived at the hospital I was told Yuei had a organ transplant. I was angry with myself for letting this happen, I couldn't stand the thought of me having a good life without my best friend. When Yuri, Kyoya, and Azumee arrived home, ayato was there. "So that punk husband of your quit Aogiri eh? Well, now he's gonna have to pay the price" Kyoya and Azumee tried to fight him off but they couldn't, and Ayato grabbed Yuri. He threw her onto the table and she cried while whispering my name.. "Akou.. Please... Help me...." I walked into the bathroom at the hospital and looked at myself in the mirror. I was disgusted with myself. I punched the mirror and screamed, crying. I slowly fell to the ground and curled up in the corner crying.
"This.. It's all my fault... I should have never accepted Yuei to be my friend.. Now he's gonna die because of me!"