My bodyguard Shawn Mendes

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" Aisha come down fast " Sam shouted as I was in my room lost in my thoughts and I rushed downstairs.
" What happen ? " I shouted running down and I saw Shawn sitting on the couch.
" He's really very angry rn , handle him " Sam said as I walked towards Shawn.
" Shawn " I said walking towards the couch.
" Here she comes " Shawn chuckled looking around to everyone.
" Shawn where were you the whole day " I asked holding him.
" Don't show me false sympathy " he said pushing me back and laughed. Sam , Katie and all the guards were staring at us.
" Shawn please let's go to the room " I said.
" You , why you lied to me ?" Shawn said pointing towards me and I was confused what he was talking about.
" Why you fucking lied to me ?" He shouted in front of everyone.
Tears forming in my eyes but I controlled cuz I didn't want to cry in front of everyone.
" I never lied to you Shawn " I said calmly
" You did , you lied when you said that you'll never leave me , you lied when you said you love me " he shouted.
" Shawn can we please discuss it tomorrow I'm not in a mood - " I said
" I don't fucking care of your mood " he shouted cutting me off.
" what's wrong with you , why are you uneccesserily creating a scene " I shouted
" If you don't want to marry me then why are you acting like you care for me , like you love me " he shouted
" Cuz I do , I love you " I said cupping his face.
" You're lying again " he laughed
" Shawn I never lied to you and I never will " I shouted
" oh ! So you'll never lie to me ?" He laughed
" Yes I'll never lie to you " I repeated
" Then answer my questions truthfully in yes or no " he said
" Okay " I nodded
" Do you know Ben ?" He questioned and my heart fell down to my stomach.
How does he know about Ben ? Nobody knows anything about us except me and Ben himself.
" Answer me " he shouted
" Yes " I nodded and he chuckled.
" Was he your boyfriend ?" He questioned walking close to me.
" Yes " I nodded and he stood in front of me looking into my eyes but I lowered my face.
" Have you guys broken up ?" Shawn questioned standing soo close to me ,his warm breath on my face.
" I want an answer Aisha " he whispered .
" No I can't lie to him but the truth will hurt him " I said to myself .
" No " I replied and he put his head back in anger breathing heavily.
" Pack your bags you're leaving tomorrow " he said and walked upstairs to his room, leaving all of us standing there looking at each other's faces.
" Aisha you have a boyfriend , I never expected that from you and you didn't even tell me " Sam said sadly and walked to his room .
I have soo much to explain but how will I explain to Shawn that I really love him . He will not believe anything about what was between me and Ben . He wants me to leave his house and what will I tell to my dad . I know even after everything Shawn will have to marry me but the thing is that I really love him.
I walked to Shawn's room to talk to him , his door was locked .
" Shawn I want to talk " I knocked on the door but he didn't reply.
" I want to talk , please Shawn open the door " I knocked again.
" please Shawn let me explain once " I cried sitting in front of his door.
" Shawn please open the door " I sobbed and he finally opened the door . I stood up back and entered the room behind him crying hard cuz I was not able to control my tears.
" Shawn I want to explain - " I sobbed.
" Stop crying first " he said cutting me off .
" Drink it " he said handing over me a glass of water and I quickly drank it .
" Shawn I never lied to you I really love you and I will never leave you even if you ask me to pack my bags I Will not , I'm your responsibility now , my dad gave my hand to you not to Ben or anyone else . Yes Ben and I were dating but there was nothing between us more than a good friendship . My father didn't even allowed me out except for school and tuitions . We were about to broke up because we weren't happy with each other but this all gang thing happened to me and then I never met him again , it was not love . Love is what I feel for you. " I explained still sobbing
" Then why you don't want to marry me ?" He questioned
" Cuz ,, cuz I'm scared of you . I don't want to accept it but I am , whenever you are mad at me I start shaking , I get all sweaty when you raise your voice. I'm scared that you'll hit me some day if you got really angry " I said
" But this is the way I'm you can never change it " he replied
" I know that's why I said that I need time " I said
" I'll never hurt you Aisha, I'm ashamed you even think that I'll raise my hand on you that way " he replied
" I'm sorry Shawn " i said and he hugged me which made me cry .
" Stop crying now princess " he said rubbing my back.
" Please don't leave me " I cried
" I'm not leaving you Aisha " he replied kissing my forehead.
" I'll do whatever makes you happy I'll do everything you want " I cried and he smiled
" Being with you makes me happy more than anything in the world " he replied kissing my lips .
" I want to sleep I'm tired " I said sobbing
" Did you have your dinner ?" Shawn questioned.
" No " I shook my head
" Why ?" He questioned
" Cuz I was waiting for you I wanted to eat with you " I replied and he smiled hugging me tight.