Clouds {Harry Styles A.U}

Chapter 13- very mature

Harry' P.O.V

I close the door behind us. Locking it just to make sure our moment isn't interrupted by her mum walking in on is. I've just met the woman, I don't want her to have a heart attack.

Isabel is staring at me with hungry eyes. She wants me. Fuck, I want her. No need her. I want to be inside her and forget about everything but her. The way her chest is moving and the way she is pressing her thighs together as she sits on her childhood bed. It's making me agonizingly hard.

I pull my shirt over my head, unbutton my pants and take off my shoes. As I am pulled towards her, Isabel raises up her dress to the point that I can see her panties. Who would have thought that black would be so fucking sexy. I can't ever get enough of her. She bites her bottom lip, her eyes never leaving mine.

"Harry" she whispers, slowly laying back until she is resting on her elbows.

"Are you trying to seduce me?" I tease. Smirking at her.

She does the same, "Maybe. Is it working?"

"Hmm, come feel for yourself" I say, and walk right next her, taking her hand and placing it on my crotch. Her eyes widen then lower in lust. Even through pants her touch feels wonderful.

"Come here" she says and yanks my head down to her lips. I crawl on top of her, never losing contact with her mouth. It's slow then the speed begins to build. Her hips lift up to reach me. I know she is yearning for me, and I the same. Quickly I push down my pants and boxers as she pulls her dress over her head.

Fuck, no bra.

"You're going to be the death of me" I slowly say as my lips reach her already hard n.ipples. I graze my teeth over them and she squirms in response. I suck on one while the other is being teased by my free hand.

"Oh god" she moans. "Please"

I know what she wants. Thankfully, since we've been dating for so long, I've had been given a chance to experiment with ways to make my girl scream my name. The little experience I've had with the few drunk girls wasn't enough. Yes I've watched all the porn you could think of. But hey it helped. Like now for example, as I tear off her sexy underwear and immediately move mouth to her center. Licking, sucking, flicking my way to her climax. Her hands grip and pull my hair. Isabel's moans come faster and I know she is close. So I stop.

"No, no, Harry" she whimpers, panting like crazy.

"I know, I know. I want to make you come by me fucking you senselessly, not my mouth. "Can I just say though, you taste amazing"

Her cheeks redden,"Harry" she squeals.

Then I catch her by surprise by sliding my c.ock inside her. Her mouth forming a perfect "o" shape. 

"Ahh, fuck" I call out. No matter how many times we've done this, she is still incredibly tight. I don't think I'll last long.

I move in and out, in and out, slowly then increasing my speed. I kiss her, silencing her moans.

"I-I'm close" she pants.

"Come on baby, let go" I tell her, but I think I'm going to come first.

She tightens around me, nearly causing me to explode, "Oh, Harry, god".  Who am I kidding, I do explode. Right inside her, releasing myself into her just around the same moment she reaches her o.rgasm.

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"You know I love you right?" I say quietly. The rooms has been silent after our previous engagement and I don't know if Isabelle has fallen asleep or not. Her head is on top of my chest, her legs wrapped around my waist. We lay here naked, not moving a muscle.

"Of course I do Harry"

"You saved me"

She runs her fingers down my stomach, "I saved you. And I will do it all again just for you. I love you and everything that you are. Just don't let me lose you. I don't think I'll ever be able to be saved if you're not here with me. So please, don't let me lose you"

I feel wetness on my chest. Oh fuck, is she crying? My heart tightens.

"Baby, please don't cry. I'm not going anywhere I promise." I pull her body up more so her face is next to mine. Her big blue eyes are filled with tears.

She doesn't say anything back. Instead she buries her head into my neck and continues to cry until she falls asleep. The whole time, pain courses through my body. Pain for her. Pain for her thinking I would ever leave her. I can't be without her. Why would she think I'd go? My eyes burn. I can't cry. I never cry. I breathe in. Trying to steady my emotions.

Maybe you need a hit.

No. No. No.

I can't do that to myself. To Isabel. Not after everything I've gone through to get to where I am now. 

The withdrawals I've been having aren't that bad as they were months ago. Isabelle found me around the time I was having dark thoughts. Way to dark for my liking.

Here I am now, holding on to someone I'd do anything for. I would take back all those days getting high off my mind for this moment with Bel.

Maybe that's what she meant.

After finding out that I used to have an addiction-or still do- she must think I'll go off the railings. That I won't be able to handle being away from those deadly drugs anymore and I'll binge. To the point of overdosing.

I can't be like my sister. She overdosed because she was sad. I'm not sad.

"Hmmm" Isabel mumbles in her sleep. Shifting her head to rest on my chest again.

Yes, I can live without those drugs. Because Isabelle is the one keeping me alive.

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Sorry, I know this is a quick chapter. This is probably the most explicit chapter I've done and I'll probably be rated R. I hope not but if I do, can my readers spread my story around? I'm finally figured out how I want this story to play out and I'm excited.

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