Warning: Mention of death.
- yn pov -
I wake up with the sound of a knock on my door.
Jeez who knocks at this time on a door, it's 4 am. I think while looking at my clock.
When I get up and open the door I see beomgyu standing at my door.
''Hey, uh have you seen Yeonjun? He isn't in his room.''
''No... Why? Have you checked the bathroom attached to it?''
''Yeah we have, do you have a rooftop?...''
As soon as I hear rooftop my heart drops... The rooftop entrance is open... And you could die from a fall from there... Yeonjun... Please don't tell me you're there... Please just tell me you left the house or that you're downstairs...
''It's open'' I say as I run towards the stairs that lead to the rooftop.
What kind of situation have I gotten myself into, please Yeonjun be safe. I'm sorry for everything don't tell me... Please... I think while I feel myself getting teary.
As soon as I reach the entrance and try to open the door I realize that it's blocked.
'' YEONJUN OPEN UP! I KNOW YOU'RE THERE PLEASE LET ME IN. I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY. I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THOSE THINGS I WAS A JERK OKAY. BUT YOU CALLED ME ALL THOSE THINGS AND I JUST FELT BAD, I'M SORRY. PLEASE LET ME IN, I'LL BE THERE FOR ANYTHING YOU WANT.'' I say while banging on the door.
''Yeonjun please...'' I say as I stop banging the door and slowly slide down and sit against the door.
I suddenly hear sirens and my heart starts pounding heavily.
No... he didn't jump right? He didn't... he... he jumped.
My whole body starts shaking and I start panicking.
Yeonjun just jumped off a 6 story high building, there is no way he survived...
Yeonjun... Is death... And it is all my fault... If I never told soobin he bullied me... he would've still been alive...
'' Yeonjun... I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry I couldn't save you. I never should've been so mean... Please come back...''
This is all my fault.
I hate myself
why
why
why
why did you jump?
why did you have to jump?
Why didn't you tell us?
Why didn't you tell us you were dealing with problems?
We could've known
I could've known, I should've known
I'm so stupid
''I'm sorry yeonjun...''
''Uh, what why? I was such a jerk. I deserved that slap... I've been thinking and I wanna change... I'm sorry but I can't simply act like we're strangers forget what I did to you and I have to make it up to you... If you allow me to... I am really sorry, I hope one day you'll forgive me.'' A voice says.
When I look up I see Yeonjun looking at me.
''Yeonjun... You're alive... You didn't jump... Is this a dream? You're just my imagination...'''
'' Uh excuse me, I am not your imagination and thought I was dead and that I jumped? What the hell kind of conspiracy theories are that. And I'd never jump, oh no thank you. That would show that my parents have an impact on me. And tell me I will not let them tell me anything anymore. I will change... I promise... But I know it's a lot to ask... But could you help me with changing?''
'' I will... I will help you with anything you want... But why are there sirens then?''
''Oh uh that uhhhh, I might've set your kitchen on fire... I'm sorry about that... I'll pay for it.'' He says with an awkward grin on his face.
'' No, it's fine. I'm just happy you're alive.'' I say as I stand up and hug him.
I can still smell the fire in his hair but I don't care. I'm just happy he's alive.
After letting go of the hug we hear a voice behind us.
'' Yeonjun!''
'' Hello, little brother... Look I'm sorry for everything I did... I will change... I promise I will... Hopefully, you'll forgive me one day... I haven't been a good big brother.'' He says as he hugs soobin tightly.
''Aw so cute, I almost wish I had siblings until I remember the privileges of being an only child and that ya'll are almost like my brothers and that no way I want brothers like you two.''
''Beomgyu- I-''
'' Yes, I know I am very beautiful''
Seriously this guy has way too much confidence but the problem is he is beautiful.
After the Fire department has left I say '' So its like 6 AM, I don't feel like sleeping anymore you guys can go game or something ill make food.''
'' I'll help, Gyu and bin you guys can go game.''
'' Okay, come on ill beat your ass.''
'' Oh no you won't''
When we arrive downstairs I ask
'' What should we make?''
'' Uh I kind of set the kitchen on fire but I saw you have another one.''
''Yeah we do, but how did you set the kitchen on fire anyway?''
'' Well, uhm I was just thinking about everything that happened and I wanted an egg so I baked an egg.''
''AN EGG? YOU CAN'T EVEN BAKE AN EGG? AHHAHAHHA'' I say while laughing.
'' Yeah... It's pretty embarrassing, but ill learn it with your help'' he says while also laughing.
'' Hey, but if you want someone to talk to I'm here you know that right?''
'' Thank you, you really are sweet. And I don't know if I could ever make it up to you.''
'' Just try to be a better person''
'' I will be a better person, I promise. I also talked with my dad and we sorted everything out. I will probably go to a therapist.''
'' I'm happy you sorted that out, will you get into a lot of trouble?''
'' I will probably have to do some charity work. But I mean It could be way worse.''
'' Really what kind of charity work?''
'' Well my dad said I should work for this old people thing''
'' You mean a retirement home?''
'' Yeah, that. ''
'' Oh cool, maybe ill also work there. I really like to listen to the stories they have.''
YA'LL I HOPE I DIDN'T TRIGGER SOME OF YA'LLS ANXIETY BECAUSE IF SO I AM SORRY. But thank you for waiting <3 And ilysm <3
Stay hydrated, eat enough and remember you're beautiful <3
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