Everything | KTH & PJM

chapter 3

'I thought you would hate me but you're like me , love never fades no matter what happens

Author pov:

Taehyung held jisoo by her waist and kissed her passionately , jisoo thought all she would feel recieve would be hatred but maybe his words are something else and his heart wants some thing else , he pulled out and made an eye contact with me , all the emotions that were lost , felt like they all came back , he looked sad really sad pure sorrow in his eyes

"Only if you trusted me that day" With tears in his eyes

With that he kissed me more roughly this time and he removed his glasses and his lips never leaving mine , he pulled out again and went to drawer and pulled out a cond*m out of it and went to the bathroom
Before going he said "strip and lay on the bed before I come"

He came out of the bathroom naked with a c*ndom on and his eyes already f*cking me he came and hovered above me and started kissing me once again his finger massaging my cl*t making me wet and then he went down to my neck leaving marks and then to my chest and then took my left b**b and sucked it out leaving marks and gave the same attention the other one to that it deserves , i was moaning his name continuously and loudly

"I want you to bear the pain but i couldn't do it , I'm entering tell me if it hurts , I'll be gentle"

I just hummed , he entered me ever so slowly and handling me delicately , he is still an angel i guess but just a bit of impurity but I'll be his clarity , he then started moving slowly as whines left my mouth , he then started moving ever so fast , screams leaving my mouth as pleasure taking over me , I already came twice and he was still undone and atlast when it was my fourth time he came for the first time in me , my periods just finished so there wasn't a risk of getting pregnant , i couldn't rely on c*ndom as it might have just teared up until now , he then laid on me still being inside me in the crook of my neck , 5 minutes passed we were still in the same position then i heard sniffles then i heard him crying

"Why why jisoo-ya I loved you so much trusted you so much , i thought you did fight for me stand for me , why did it happen to me , my mom dad who loved me with everything abandoned me , I was on the roads struggling to live , it was so hard to get a scholarship being in a government school , i had to sleep on streets until I got in hostel , it was so hard I was so alone , i wanted to cry out loud but couldn't speak a word , why why why!"

"I'm sorry Taehyung-ah I'm really very sorry"

I was drowing in guilt so badly , he stayed there and cried for an hour or so and then got out of me and laid beside me facing me , his eyes red , puffy eyes , red nose and pure sorrows in those eyes where I once saw hope and light , i never ever wanted for him to even get a tiny little bit hurt for me but now I'm the reason for all his sorrows and everything , i hate myself

"No need to hate yourself it was all destiny for me to bear but you still have to pay back for not trusting your love"

"Everything for you"

We then slept backfacing eachother

Morning ( taehyung pov ) :

I woke feeling someone hugging me , I opened my eyes to see jisoo hugging me and my hands around her tightly , then I remembered the events of last night , i still love her alot , it definitely wasn't all her fault , she was manipulated by them all but she still didn't hate me and agreed with this contract but she still didn't trusted me , I don't blame her for all i beared and I don't want her to blame herself for all this but i wanna ensure if she loves me and trusts me enough after that I'll marry her but only if she trusts me , I have to test her around but i couldn't give her the same pain I felt , because i still do love her...

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