It has been four weeks into the Girls Aloud Farewell World Tour, with Mila Kaunis Kutcher, the first member to leave the band and is still the original member of the band along with the others except for Mila...Stacy Deborah Depp, Mitchelle (but people say Michelle because she a strong accent) Del Jackson Richardson, Sarah Harding McLean or Sarah Hardman McLean, Nicola Roberts Brand, Nadine Coyle, Kimberley Walsh Scott, Cheryl Tweedy Cole Fernandez-Versini, my twin sister Nevaeh, and me.
We are currently finishing the last day on our tour leg for the whole world tour here in New Castle Brigham, Liverpool, London, United Kingdom in their most famous stadium arena which is M&S Bank Arena.
And we are fully sold out.
"SHOWTIME IN 6 MINUTES!" A stage production manager producer called out to us as the vocalist group, the dancers, and everyone else.
And yes, we were documenting it as well as we did from the start of the world tour to now.
One of the camera's which goes with me, panned around the backstage in the gorilla waiting area where there are steps.
"This is the last day here in the UK, and the last day of our Farewell tour." I told the camera as I started getting nerves and an overwhelming feeling of sadness.
"We really thank the fans for bringing us together when we were starting out and from being a three person group to now a 10 person group, we are truly blessed to be on a disbanded breakup and everyone creating so much buzz getting our notice and making us do something, like having our very own farewell tour, thank you guys so much for just staying by us and fuelling our energy up every single time we are on a world tour together and just being together, thank you." I whispered to the camera and then shaked my hands wildly getting the nerves, anxiousness, and the continuous overwhelming feeling of sadness and stress and pain.
"You ready?" One of the many female backup dancers who was standing by me asked me.
"Yeah, you." I responded to her question and then asked her.
"Yes." The female backup dancer, named Julia, replied back to me.
"Everybody gather around for one last group ritual!" Mitchell called out calling us closer to her as we formed a full circle.
And we hooked our arms together but on each other's shoulders.
"Can I just say something?" I spoke up asking everyone for their permission.
Everyone told me to go ahead.
"I just want everyone to know, that no matter what happens out there tonight, we appreciate each and every one of you guys, for your hard work...dedication...happiness...funny times spent with each and every one of you, and for just being apart of the family and accepting us for being us around you guys, and go out there....have fun, enjoy these special moments with us, make everyone in that crowd excited and feeling like they matter, and don't fall off of the stage and be yourself." I said giving everyone in the circle an inspirational speech, also feeling sad at any moment.
"Thanks, N." Everyone happily and joyfully thanked me.
"Pleasure, everyone." I responded back accepting their thank you's.
"Hands in." Mila said as everyone putted their hands in, one atop of another.
"What should we say?" Nevaeh asked anyone in the circle.
"Good question. What should we say?" Mitchelle asked that same question.
"How about.....any lyrics from our song Wasabi....like for example, Love to hate me, crazy, shady, spit me out like hot wasabi, lick me up, I'm sweet and salty?" Nadine suggested as everyone agreed to that.
