A wicked dance

chapter 26

8 months later

I wake up and took a shower and put on a blush pink dress that went down to my knees.

I walked downstairs and into the dining room and sat right next to Gabriel and Lia sat right across from me.

"Lia we decided what were naming the baby" Gabriel says holding my hand.

"Mateo Andres Rossi"

"I like it I just hope that somebody is there to welcome him to the world" Lia looks at me smiling.

"What do you mean Lia"

"Oh you know what I mean Diana"

"Lia you don't know what your saying you been drinking all morning"

"Maybe you should go lay down Lia" Gabriel says getting out of his chair to help Lia out the chair

"I'm not going anywhere Gabriel untill she tells you the truth"

"What do you mean Lia"

"Lia stop"

"Tell him Diana or I will"

Gabriel looks at me confused. "I'm sorry I can't there's nothing to tell"

"Oh cut the crap Diana you had me lie to Gabriel about the pregnancy"

"What do you mean Lia" Gabriel asked Lia concerned

"Diana is going to die when she gives birth to your son" Gabriel laugh's "actually tell me what's going on"

"Gabriel Lia telling the truth" I didn't want to say those words to him.

Gabriel looks at me confused he walks to the bar and pours him self a drink."Gabriel" he ignores me. "Gabriel I'm sorry" 

He throws his glass on the ground making me jump "Gabriel please " he doesn't say anything back he just looks at me.

He walks out of the room when I heard the front door slam. I look at Lia "why did you say that"

"because he had to know" she said as she walked off. the maid came in to pick up the mess.

3 hours

I'm still in the living room waiting for Gabriel to walk in but that still hasn't happen yet.

"hey Gabriel please call me back I miss you please come home" That had to be my 10th voice mail.

I Looked at my phone and it was already five a clock.

I heard the door open and looked over to see Gabriel his eyes where puffy I can smell the alcohol on him.

"Diana" he came up to me embracing me into his arms "i'm sorry I should had stay" his voice breaks.

"Gabriel don't be sorry I should had told you" I started to cry too "I forgive you for not telling me"

He backs away and grabs my coat "what are you doing" he hands me it "just put it on where going somewhere"

We walk outside and got into the car he pulls out of the driveway and drives away from the house. He held my hand all they way to place he was taking me.

Once we arrived I realize its a baby store "why are we here" he grabs my hand "we never went shopping yet"

I laughed. We walked inside and the store was incredibly big just for baby's.

We walked around until we spotted the boy clothes.

"OMG look how cute this shirt is" it said handsome like daddy. Of course we're going to get the shirt.

I kinda felt bad because Gabriel was holding a lot of clothes. I think I was going crazy for shopping for baby stuff.

"Diana can you please go get a basket" I started laughing and walked to go get a basket.

As I saw where the baskets was I saw a family. Mom dad and there daughter. I just froze and put my hand on my stomach.

I saw how the little girl hug her mom knowing that I would never feel mateo hug me the way the little girl did.

My eyes started to get watery I didn't want to cry in the middle of aisle I turned around when I felt Gabriel embrace me into his arms.

"It's going to be okay" he whispered into my ear. I nod my head agreeing with him this was my choice I chose this path.

I chose to die and not be apart my baby's life.

After we was done shopping we went home and went to bed. I stayed up I was in mateo room sitting in the rocking chair.

I had a pen and paper in my hands writing to mateo why I wasn't in his life.

                Dear: Mateo Andres Rossi

I don't know how old you are when you're
Reading this but just know that I love you.
You are the greatest gift I could ever ask for
You don't understand how happy when I found out that I was pregnant for you my first son the first baby. You should had seen your dad's face when he found out it was priceless. I wrote this letter so you know how happy I am to have you as a son. Always listen to your dad no matter the situation.
Te amo tanto y nunca lo olvides.

I love you
Your mom

After I wrote that letter I wiped the tears off my face and grabbed another paper for Gabriel.

Dear: Gabriel Andres Rossi

Hi baby it hurts me that I had to right this letter. I had amazing time with you you are the best thing that ever happened. I love you so much and I forgive you for everything you did. Don't ever blame Mateo for my death remember I chose to do this your going to be a great dad without me. Don't be scared to find someone else to love I want you to be happy and never forget me.
I'm so happy that your my husband. I will always remember the first time we met when I danced on you and I sing you a song I don't regret anything I happy that I had you in my life.
Te amo tanto, nena, nunca lo olvides.

I Love you
Your wife and your everything.

After I was done writing I put the letters in separate envelopes and wrote their names on it. I left the room and went too Lia's room

I knocked on the door and went in she was still up.

"I need a favor I want you to give these to Gabriel when I'm gone"

"Yeah sure and I'm sorry'

"It's okay I forgive you I shouldn't had told you to lie"

I left the room and got into the bed with Gabriel and went to sleep.