THE BLANK

Chapter 01

  Feb 7, 2017

There was Jane Eyre book on the floor near an empty tea cup the book seems little bit old and the room was dark and all the books have fallen and pens were rolling on the floor .the bed was untidy there were many clothes and books on it.a teenage girl was lying on the floor with an ocean under her eyes....

Girls p .o.v...

Today I realize that stories are lies and imaginations are fake .I heard my mom was cooking in the kitchen she works hard for me everyday .I was thinking about my dad who I've never seen him .He had died before I born that's why I have a blank in birth certificate and it was the only certificate I had .I was looking at my marks still in C grade but imagining to be a doctor .I know how hard it is .and I keep watching motivational videos but my mom said you who have to motivated you but how could i. I know sometimes she even tries secretly . I hate society why do they keep laughing at me .I'm human same as them I' m so tired of being bullied and when I try to cry .I know mom also get hurt that's why I keep it on my own.but I 'm so tired of this sometimes I hate my dad also leaving me in this world like this.He was soldier, he was fighting to protect the country but now people laugh at his little daughter just for dying there to protect the country. I don't even know how I can win my life like the famous people and overcome my fears.When I was thinking about myself I heard my mom was coming so I hide my tears and smile at her .she was smiling at me also but I saw her eyes were red also .when I said my marks to her she said its okay keep fighting .she was the best motivator I got in my world.Then we both went to sleep after eating .When I went to sleep I remembered an old memory.When I Was in 8th grade I saw a soldier was searching something in our town I was interested about that person so when i came home I was imagining maybe he will my father and he was searching for us and then we will live a happy life and we were moving to a big house and having a big car but on net day I Got to know that he came to find a thief  then I Was laughing to myself own .