Dear Diary

Day 5

Today is C day in our school. It means that we had P.E time. I and Jessica went together to the hall. Surprisingly, I found him passing by me. He joined us in our basketball team. He is the leader and so he is extremely good at playing basketball. I was so happy to be the same team with him. Oh. We won the blue team and we were the red team. Jessica  and I went the different directions today. Kyle was in front of my way. I followed him and tried to make him recognize me. I passed his walk way but that was just passing by. He seems he doesn't care me. What should I do? I'm a girl. All I can do is to smile at him, hoping he remember my cherry lips.  But I do remember his green eyes. They are the crystal skies. The way he talks, the way he moves, the way he walks by; there ain't nothing about him that doesn't do something for me. He didn't notice me at all but changed his direction to Jessica. I was wishing he was just going different directions with me but not to see Jessica. That was in vain. He talked to Jessica.  Actually, he became friends with me first. How could he do that to me? Tomorrow Ashley is back. She will bring some new outfits for me. There's a lot pretty ones in New York. She often goes to New York because of her work. I think I haven't tell you that Ashley is an artist. Some kinds of artists.  She draws. She paints. She writes. But she never sings. I think singing is most horrible thing for her. I don't know why she hate singing and why she don't like me singing, especially love songs. But I use to sing in school's concerts. I love it. She will never caught me singing in the school concert because she never follows me for anything. I always go alone. And I realized that my life is so lonely. All I can wish I had is him.

Good night.