What is love? (Unfinished)

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What is Love?

Is it knowing you'll never feel lonely? 

Is it knowing someone cares for you as deeply as you care for blasting music on your headphones under the stary night sky?

Or is it sending a goodnight text hoping not to receive one back? Hoping they'll be fast asleep dreaming of the time you once spent together.

I once had that feeling. The feeling of desperation and anticipation. The feeling of finally getting my dreamed "teen love".

That fantasy every young girl starting puberty wanted oh so dearly.

I was held. I was held by the thought of being noticed as "enough".

I was content. I was content with losing sleep because I was waiting for any reciprocation.

I was lonely. I WAS LONELY..for so long.

Teenage romances should never go far. At least, that's what I was told for so long. But, I wanted to be the exception. The exception that would get all of the finest gossip girls' heads turning. I wanted to live the impossible, the "in spite of". I wanted to live in this fantasy world, this unexpected but longly awaited dream world.