Silence crept through the house as a sign of no one awake. As a the stars started to disappear. The sun crept up behind the clouds, I knew it was a brand new day, but brand new days don't mean new beginnings. As I crawled out of bed, I grabbed my guitar, and walked out onto my balcony. I strummed the notes of Small Bump, as I started getting comfortable. I started to sing, by the time I got to the chorus, I heard a clapping behind me. I was confused, then I turned around to see my mum in her dressing gown, with 2 cups of Yorkshire tea in her hands. She smiled at me, I quickly covered my wrist hoping to god that she didn't see my recent ones. Mum knew I used to cut, but she didn't know that I have continued to do it after seeing a therapist. She handed out a tea cup, I kindly took it. My relationship with my mum was really close, I told her about everything. Even my depression, she is still currently trying to help me through this tough time.
She patted my hair, as she exited her way out of room. I put my guitar back on the hook which was placed on the wall. I sighed loudly, knowing that today was going to be rough. My brother was returning from my fathers, even though Brad was younger then me he was a lot more mature what it came to dad. I guess it was because he didn't really have a big impact when mum and my father separated. He was only four. As he continued to see dad every weekend, I spent time alone. And that's how my nights became it to cuts..
Knowing that my birthday was in the next few days, mum was trying to get some answer out of me about what I want. I still persist to say nothing and carry one. Knowing that last year was my last year of school, brought to happiness. I didn't exactly fit in, I was always teased, because of all of my scars. In the last few months I found a really good friend, her name was Lisa. She struggled/struggling what I am going through and it's really good to related to her, but we haven't talked since graduation.
Today I decided to go groceries shopping with mum. As it was still in late December in England, it was snowing. I used to love the snow as a child, but I grew out of it. We walked into Walmart, ( A.N Sorry if they don't have Walmart in the UK) I pushed the trolley around, when I bumped into a certain ranga. I opened my eyes in amazement, I pinched my self a few times. Before I realised that Ed Sheeran. My idol ed. was standing right in front of my eyes, my heart was beating fast, and my pulse was going up. I could barely get my words out. When the words "oh, sorry about that" melted into my heart. "I-I-I-I'm so sorry" I managed to finally get out. He giggled at my response, "What's a pretty lady doing alone shopping?" he questioned. "I umm are with my umm mum" I replied. "oh, well," he started writing down something on a piece of paper "you should text me, or call whatever works" omg, did the ed Sheeran just give me his number, I was still shocked that I ran into him, that I didn't notice my mum waiting there with cans in her hand. "She sure will" my mum responded. "mum.." I snapped back, causing Ed to laugh. "well I got to go, you better text me" he replied slowly starting to walk away.. We turned down the aisle, when I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned around and I saw ed smiling. "I'm sorry to disturb you again, but I didn't get your name?" I mentally laughed in my head, thinking that was a classic ed move."Mel" I replied yet again. "I beautiful name for a gorgeous girl" I blushed a little, okay A LOT! He said his good byes. As we finished shopping, I had to answer all of mums questions about ed. I chuckled a little at most of the questions.
This was starting to become a good day :)
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The Girl Who Finally Spoke Her Mind. (Ed Sheeran Fan Fic)
RandomHi, my name is Mel. I hate my first name, but that's not all I hate. I hate every one of my flaws, knowing that they were all bad. My wrist payed the price. But little did I know that I would meet my idol, and he changed me. To be the person I neede...