After Mockingjay

Chapter 1

Katniss's Pov.

My name is Katniss Everdeen. I survived two hunger games. I survived a rebellion. The games are over. Prims dead, Finnicks dead, dads dead, Boggs dead, almost all of 12 is dead. I should be dead but Peeta saved me.
Peeta. The one I love. He probably hates me for what I've done. He's the only one left that I truly love, Haymitch is a drunk, my mother left me to go to 4, and Gales probably with some other girl in 2. So I guess I'm alone, except for Greasy Sae and Haymitch who occasionally come by to make sure I'm not dead. There's no point though, I'm mentally dead.

"Katniss, come eat you've got to be starving, I'm starting to worry." Sae says. "I'm not hungry leave me alone!" I angrily say. "Your so stubborn." I hear someone say from the other room. Haymitch. "Well I'm not a drunk so!" I say back. "I left some food out, please eat it. I'll see you later, goodbye Katniss." Sae says.

*1 day later*

I wake up from a door slamming. Probably Haymitch. He's always drunk out of his mind. "What do you want," i stubbornly say. "The boys back. I came for liquor, I though you'd want to know." He says defending himself. "Okay" is all I manage to croak. I run to my room and cry a lake. After what feels like hours, but only minutes of crying, I go and take a shower.

I look in the mirror, it's not my body that I hate, oh no, but it's the ugly scars that will never leave my body and my mind. I step in the shower and turn the water on medium. It feels so good on my skin. I shampoo, condition, and use the apple body wash and step out to dry myself. I feel my ribs from when I never eat. I realize I am really hungry. All of this mourning over my family made me not feel it but I am starving.

I get dressed in a green sweatshirt and skinny jeans. I put my hair in it signature braid. I walk downstairs and find the food Greasy Sae left me. Yummy, I think as I look at the soup. I eat it all feeling full. Once my mind doesn't have to think about food anymore, I think about Peeta. Oh how I miss his warm lips, and his strong arms warding off the nightmares. I miss him so badly, I'm gonna go and see him.

So what do you guys think? I know, it's not amazing but it's my first. Comment what you think. I will try to update but I do have school and sports so I will try my best.