Starstruck (Levi x oc)

Chapter 17

I wake up the next morning and brush my teeth. I put on a low cut but no too low black thin long sleeve and tuck it into my high waisted jeans and pair it with heels. I do my regular make up and walk down stairs to eat breakfast. "I swear you get hotter and hotter every time I see you" Furlan says. "Thanks babe" I reply with a wink. "Is she riding with you still or can I take her" Furlan asks Levi. "She's riding with me she's my assistant." Levi replies and it shocks me I thought I'd be taking my own car from now on. But I'm not complaining, we eat breakfast and go into his car. "I know what your doing so stop." Levi says looking at the road. "I have no idea what your talking about" I say. "Dressing like this, Flirting with Furlan in front of my face just to get my attention it's sad really" He says eyes still on the road. I start laughing as hard as I can and he looks at me like I'm crazy. "Levi honestly You know how I feel about you but your attitude is really something else but it's no where are near as bad as that ego of yours" I say between laughs "as I see it you just wanted to fuck and you got what you wanted and that's cool. Yea it hurts but I'll be damed if I'm one of your little hoes begging for your attention. I'm my own person I dress like this for me, I flirt for me and I FUCK who I want for me." I tell him. His face turns red and he opens his mouth to say something but quickly shuts his mouth. After a few minutes of driving he turns to me "so your already fucking someone else" he asks. "Maybe" I reply and say "even if I was it's none of your business that's for damn sure what is it you told me the first time? It was just a quick fuck." I tell him anger getting the best of me. "Honestly I should of fucking saw it" I say through my gritted teeth. "And what the fuck does that mean" he asks. "Unlike you I don't say hurtful shit when I'm mad". I reply and look out the window. After a few minutes of driving a see he past the building "where are you taking us Levi you passed work" I tell him. "Shut up Lilia" he says angry . Not gonna lie that sure did turn me on, but I'll be damn if I shut my mouth. "You shut the fuck up, where are we going" I ask. He doesn't answer "HELLO" I yell frustrated! "You told me to shut up" he says with a smirk and I giggle "good to know you Listen" I say and feel him park I look around and see we are surrounded by trees "oh is this where you kill me" I ask and roll my eyes. "Maybe" he says.
He puts his seat back and leans back. "I wanna tell you something Lilia" he says I stay quiet waiting for him to continue. "My mom was a prostitute and got pregnant by a client. She gave birth to me and a few years later she died" he says looking down. "When she died I was sent to live with my uncle Kenny" he continues. "Wait Kenny the murder" I ask kinda shocked. "Yea, he raised me for a few years and taught me how to take care of my self if I did something wrong or something he thought was nice or if I showed emotion I was punished. I went without food for days I slept outside for months I was beat. Once he thought I was strong enough he left me" he says I wipe the tears from my eyes "I'm sorry Levi" I say softly. "You don't understand Lilia I've hurt people" he says. "I don't care Levi" I say, he looks shocked. "Your past doesn't define you, you're such a good man now even if you are a fucking asshole sometimes" I tell him and smile " the last time I opened up to someone like this she cheated on me so please understand I can't do this no matter how bad I want to" he says. Now that pisses me off "you're a coward" I say, "what" he looks shocked. "I said you're a coward, you've been through so much shit that has made you so strong but when it comes to feelings your a coward. Im really sorry that all this happened to you Levi but you need to move on for your own self, you need somebody even if that someone isn't me. Not everyone is out to hurt you and I promise I would never do that to you" I tell him. He smiles at me just barley "thank you Lilia I wish it was that easy" he says. "I'll wait for you" my mouth spits out my eyes widen at what I just said. "What" he asks. "I said I'll wait for you, I'll always be here for you and when you need me. I'll always want you Levi I've felt connected to you since I first saw you." I say looking down. "I won't tell you to wait for me because I don't know what the future will bring don't think you make it so easy either I'm going to try and work on my self thank you Lilia". He says softly "what happened with fuck up 1 and 2" he asks. "Who my ex and Eren? I think Eren is being forced he texted me after saying he's on vacation with his new girl for a month so I should be safe and he's sorry, I blocked Zeke taking your advise I don't want to be held back anymore." I say and he smiles "good for you Lilia I'm proud" he says "now let's go to work" he says pulling out of the woods and driving. You make it so hard Ackerman. I'm falling for you.