Starstruck (Levi x oc)

Chapter 5

The next morning I get up and check my phone and see a text from Hange saying everyone went to work. "Lame what could I do in this big house all day by my self?" I ask my self I get up and go take a shower and throw on some cute black baggy shorts and a dark green bralet. Fuck it no one is home I say to my self. I finish getting dressed and look in the mirror. I was never some skinny queen I have thick thighs and definitely some pudge, Hange always said I was slim thick whatever that means. After I finish checking my self out in the mirror I head down stairs to make some breakfast.
After I eat some eggs and toast I put on a scary movie in the living room and lay down with some pickles and popcorn. "You know I could definitely survive these traps" I say out loud to my self as a watch the doll on tv tell the man about his choices. "Ugh it's not that hard just cut your eye and get the key!" I yell frustrated. Once the movies over I check my phone and see I have a Instagram notification I open the app and see that everyone including Levi has followed me. Of course I click on his account and see he has one picture, of his building. How embarrassing I think. Once I finish stalking everyone's social I get bored fast and decide to put on some music. I put on "dark knight dummo" by trippie red and get up to start jamming. I start singing and jumping around " take a moment, count my Guap, count my guap" I scream the lyrics I put on a concert in front of the tv once the song is over "emo boy" by ayesha erotica starts play "oh fuck yes" I say and start dancing "please handsome don't be coy come on fuck me emo boy" I scream I start jumping agian and turn around and nearly fall on my ass when I see Levi Ackerman standing in the kitchen watching me. I just stare at him wide eyed. "Oh please don't stop embarrassing you'r self on my account please carry on." He says with a smirk. "I thought you were at work" I say frustrated and embarrassed "I come home for lunch everyday, obviously" he says "Levi you are the biggest asshole but please I'm begging please can we act like this never happened." I ask him "mmm im not sure it was kinda entertaining see?" He says. I look over and see he's holding his phone and playing a video of me making a complete fool of my self. "LEVI ACKERMAN delete that right fucking now!" I yell he looks me dead in my eyes and says "or what"
I started slowly walking towards him with a smile on my face and once I'm close enough I try to snatch his phone but fail he runs to the couch so I run and tackle him and we both fall me on top of him. "Give. Me. The. Phone." I say "no" he replies he flips me over and straddles me and with one hand grabs mine and puts them over my head where I can't move. "You know I seen you followed me back on Instagram" he says "yea how fucking embarrassing for you one damn post and it's of your building" I say and laugh "your right I should add another post" he says and opens Instagram and goes to post the video of me. "Levi do fucking not" I say "idk i think my 2 million followers would really love to see this, don't worry I'll tag you" he says smugly. I stare at him while I try to come up with a plan. I buckle my hips up at him he looks confused and shocked, his hand loosens on mine and I get out of his grasp and grab his phone pushing him off to me I run upstairs to the nearest room and shut the door locking it behind me. I go to delete the video and notice I don't have his password "fuck" I say to my self I hear Levi knock on the door "Lilia open my door" he says. My door? I think to my self then look around and see I'm in his room. A smirk on my face I reply "nah I kinda like it in here. What's your password" ? "Like is ever tell you brat" he says I hear the door knob giggle and I laugh "you can't come i-" I was stopped short and I see the door open revealing Levi with a key in his hand. "Oh fuck" I say and run to the other side of the bed. "Give me my phone brat" he says. "No tell me your password so I can delete the video then you can have it" I say with a smile within a flash I'm pinned to the bed with Levi once again on top of me. "Oh kinky" I say "disgusting brat, give me this" he says and grabs his phone when he grabs it it makes a noise. He puts more pressure on my hands making sure I don't go anywhere I can't help but feel butterflies. Why the shit do I always find rude assholes attractive! I scream in my head "oh shit" I hear him say he loosens his grasp on my hands and I sit up on the bed. "What" I ask. He then shows me his phone and I see he is on Twitter "is this you?" He asks me I look at the username and it's just "username66383" and look under and see the pictures of me posted. The ones Zeke took while I was sleeping. I stare at them shocked they caption "best whore in Paradise Lilia Hange" I feel tears starting to form I look up at Levi and see his normal blank face is replaced with a hint of sadness. "Yea" I reply and get up and begin walking to my room. "Lilia wait" I hear Levi call out I ignore him and shut and lock my door and run a nice hot bath. 
Tw :// self harm
Once the bath is hot and ready I turn off the water and sit on the toilet for a minute. "You're joking" I say to my self. My anxiety is through the roof everyone and there mothers are going to see those pictures. Here I am fresh out of a relationship and already thinking another asshole is hot maybe I am a whore I think to my self. I grab my pink make up bag from under the sink and unzip it and grab my eyeliner pencil sharpener and begin to take it apart. If I never would of left zeke this wouldn't of happened he hit me, so what girls get hit everyday and still stay why did I leave what makes me so special. I'm nothing I'm worthless he was right all along I have no job I'm living at my sisters friends house with nothing to my name but my car. I'm no one . Scum.
I grab the razor and begin marking my thighs with tears in my eyes. I mark my self slowly 4 times feeling numb to the pain. I clean off the razor and stick it behind the toilet and clean up my mess and step Into the tub. I let the hot water comfort me until it  turned cold once I get out I change into some pajamas and lay on the bed I hear Hange knocking on the door and asking if I'm ok but everything seems to be so blurry and far away my eyes drift shut and I feel a wetness on my legs I look down and see I'm covered in blood when I look up I see Hange and Isabel at the door "oh hey guys" I say to them before passing out.