I had always been a guy to sleep around in high school. I never really gave a flying shit about a girls feelings, all I cared about was the sex, and damn was some of the sex really great. I've performed just about every sex postion and slept with way more girls than I could count. But the thing about sex is- it is even better when you are in love with the girl. I have only had sex with a girl that I had feelings for twice, and both times, they changed my perception of females.
The first time I ever had sex with a girl that I had feelings for was the girl who took my virginity. Her name was Kate, and she was so stunning. She was stunning girl and she was my first everything, my first kiss, first love, first time for sex, and she was my first heartbreak. She was everything that I ever could have wanted in a girl. She was perfect. That was until I caught her cheating on me with my best friend.
I remember the pain I felt when I walked in on her making out with Michael, who sure as hell wasn't me. My heart probably plummetted more than a thousand feet. I was sixteen then, and from that day forward I pledged to never, under any circumstances, fall in love with another girl. Not to mention the day I about beat the shit out of Mikey.
I kept that pledge until about my third year into university. I was 21 with a group of my friends, and that was when I saw her. Elle Marcs. The girl that was going to turn my life upside down. She was the girl to make me revaluate everything I had ever done, and all the girls that I had ever slept with. She was going to make me pay for every girls heart I broke.
Some people have never fallen in love before, but I have, and it isn't anything like it is made out to be in the movies. It fucking sucks, because the harder you fall, the harder the break up. This isn't one of your cliche love stories with a happy ending, no matter how much I wish I got the happy ending I wanted, it isn't the way life works. This story is real.
