far far away

the train

I was lying there dead hoping that my dad would find me. Once he did he didn't say a word.

All I sawl was my dad crying. His face started to get red and all I Seen was tears coming from his eyes.

I never sawl him cry not once in my life. This was the first time I Seen him cry.

He hurried and called 911 than called my mom. I knew it was hard for him to tell my mom that I got hit by a train.

I didn't know this would hurt people this much. Everyone treated me bad.

I thought that if I had run away then I would be out of peoples way and I won't be a bother.

This is hurting me in the inside then I really thought. It deals like someone's stabbing me over and over again in the stumic.

Why does it hurt so bad. It just doesn't add up not one bit. They all sad that it would be best if I just stayed out of there way.

I thought this would of helped them. The only reason my mom and dad fight is because of me. I think.

They always say my name and always fight. Constintly over and over.

My mom got there just when the abelians got there. She was bawling her eyes out.

I could tell that she's hurt really bad to. Same with my dad.

The paramedicts put me on a stretcher and put me in there car. My mom went in there with me while my dad drove the car.

I ran and hoped right in. Like they would be able to see me. They had me on a breathing machine and ives In my arm.

My mom was sobing and sniffling. Holding my hand the whole way to the hospital.