far far away

At The Beach!

As we walk out the door I feel awkward because I can feel jack staring at me.

I get in the car and than jack gets in he starts it up and leaves. We have no conversation on the way there. Which is weird.

Jamie: "so"

Jack: "so"

Jamie: "what do you want to talk about...."

Jack: "i don't know but we're here!"

As I start getting out I see rylee with her friends. Great! What am I going to do I don't want to run into them.

Instead of going strait we take a back trail that leads us to the other side of the beach.

I lay everything out and put sunscreen on so I can get a perfect tan.

Jack: "I'll be back I'm going to use the restrooms."

Jamie: "okay"

As I'm tanning I set a timer for 30 minutes. The timmer goes off and jack is still in the restrrom.

I head to go check on him to make sure he is okay. As I go in the bathroom I don't see him, so I check the other side of the restrooms.

As I go around to check I see jack all over rylee. Them kissing was terrible. He looks over at me with a suprize look.

He pushes rylee off and comes toward me but I back up he stops.

Jack: " Jamie I'm so sorry I didn't mean for that to happened.

Jamie: "of course you didn't let me guess your different from any guy and that um the only girl that you like.

Jack: "ya I am different than any guy."

Jamie: "no jack your not your just the same a cheating liar that has every girl rapped around his finger, but not me.

As soon as I say that I was so angry that I stormed off. I can feel jack following than stop. In a real romance novel the man will follow the girl if he doesn't want to loose her.

But this is reality no romance dream. I get in my car and drive away I can see jack looking at me. He diserves to be stranded out there but rylee will probably give him a ride home.

I finally get home with tears stinging my eyes. I get in the door and see my parents.

Mom: "are you okay sweetheart?"

Jamie: "now your worried about me when I'm crying maybe I'm happy or excited. Tears of joy you know!" I say sarcaticly

I head up in my room and lock my windows. So jack can't get in I don't think he'll be coming in hear the way I am at this moment.

I just lay in my bed and tears just poor down my face. The warm feeling against my cheek. I fall asleep slowly.