"Open"

"Martyrs"

My nerve clutch,
Still I'm going
I feel untouched,
Yet, I was broken.

They arrive, the butch!
To persecute, those chosen.
The future starts now
But why are we still hidden.

My unease keeps me driven
As well as those who are risen
The only way is to strengthin'
Our life to good teachings

"Before I dead, i oath once more
My last breath is for you, I mourn
Forgive them even I, tore
Give them a chance once more"

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This looks religious but this piece is actually pertains to what I experience and my thoughts about people who are being judge because there are some Ideology or perspective that are new or unusual to the society.

The First person in the poems tends on how he feels on what other people feel and describe him, " broken" yet the "I" is good nor have a bright perspective.
The "butch" is terms to the people who judge them to tell that the "I" is unusual compared to other. The "I" is stranger of them all. The word "persecuted" in poems means  direct judgement without any consent to the "I"
The term "chosen" in the poems describes how the "I" being persistent and determine to keep the "I" will/ideology/perspective/worldview.
The terms "risen" is describe from the other person that the "I" think and see the same situation in time to time. They called chosen because of their action and living is same as "I". They chose to live with it because they think it is good from a usual way of what others think.

Last stanza is actually derived from the end of day. Where death means after what others do to the "I". Day is what we chose to live with which the term oath means "I will do the same thing as I did before" and after the death that the "I" will never regret the way that "I" chose. Furthermore, it can be considered as a chant that "I" cast to the self day after day.

Thank you!!!