"Pleasure yourself" Baekhyun told you as he sit on the sofa Infront of the bed.
"You know about the rules I suppose Mr. Byun." You say as no one ever has told you to do so. All the men worshiped your body instead.
"Trust me baby, I more than know. N...
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. The past week was really tough for Baekhyun. He had been drinking non stop the guilt is killing him. He has been staying busy for all his days.
He doesn't want to come back home to not to see you in the room. Nari is also not talking to him.
The situation with Richard is also in a mess. Baekhyun made sure that Richard got enough. So he had made sure that police took a hold in his drug deporting truck.
Today he is too tired to go to work. He has already called Stella, his assistant that he can't come to work. He needs to rest.
So he took another nap after waking up. It was may be 1 in the evening when he finally decided to walk downstairs.
He stood still as he saw you. You were sitting in the sofa like a koala. Both of your feet was in the sofa and you were reading a book. A hot cup of coffee can be seen in the table in front of you.
He can tell that you are okay. Your physical wounds and bruises are gone. About your mental health? He doesn't know and he doesn't wanna think about it too.
He is afraid to face you after all these days. So he decided to ditch food and went to his room. Soft Baekhyun hours? Yes.
"Where are you going?" Nari asked to Baekhyun. He jumps in his position.
"Eat your breakfast oppa. You are in a mess. Just look at you. What are you trying to do? Kill yourself?" Nari scold his elder brother.
"If only I could done that, I would have done that a long time ago." He mumbled. That makes Nari a little bit sad.
"Lu Quang, Set the table now. Oppa gonna have breakfast." She said and walk to the garden with a cup of coffee.
Baekhyun stare at you for a long time while eating his breakfast. You on the other hand behave as if he is not even here.
After eating he walk to you and sit beside you on the sofa maintaining a lot of space. You sip on your coffee and read your book.
Your heart is beating fast. But you do not react at all. You sit with grace and quite.
Baekhyun sighed for the nth time looking at you. He doesn't know what to say and from where to start. He is nibbling his hands. This is more complicated than he ever imagined.
"Y/n..." He calls you with a shaky voice and you do not gave him what is inside you.
"Yes Mr. Byun?" You look at him without any clumsiness. You don't even know from where you got this confidence. But its totally necessary at this point.
He gulp down the pressure of his vein. "How are you feeling?" He starts with the lite words.
"Good. My body feels lot better." You say without second thoughts.
"Are you having medicine for...um the wounds?" He asked with hasitattion.
"I did actually. Now it's all gone. The only wound I have is not at all visible. So you don't have to be worried about it." You spat out the fact that you are hurt.
He look down. He doesn't say a word for more than a minute. "I...i am sorry." He mumbled so low it was barely audible.
You did a sound. Which was clear indication that you are not buying it.
"I know, you can never forgive me for whatever I had done to you. But I just want you to know. I am feeling sorry for you. Whatever I did to you, you dont deserve any of that." He said and to your surprise tears starts to fell from his doe eyes.
"I thought you have feelings for me. How stupid I am. It was all about her. You only love and care about her. I am just am escort who you are paying to be with you. That only makes me a whore, that's how you treated me. So it's fine." You say as tears cloud your vision.
"I DO have feelings for you blossom..." He sobbed. "I was not in my right mind and what I did, no sorry can cover it. If I could I would kill myself. But I don't know what to do, how can I ever made you feel the way I did to you! I am a devil." He cried more. Now your heart is paining. Its really hard to be with a biopolar person. The one personality is far more different than other. But the sad part is, you don't know which one is real him.
"You don't have to say sorry. Its okay." You say. You are suffocated. You don't want any of this. Nevertheless, its not that you were raped first time. The girl who is selling her body since 16, has a lot of wounds in her body. But this time, it hurt your soul.
Only when you were thought you were in love, you had a safe place was taken from you. From the very person you fell for.
"You need to understand that I was hurt and then I was too drunk and my mind was clouded with all the wrong thought that you can ever imagine of." He said coming close to you.
He holds your hand very carefully. You flinch at his touch but he crease it. He wait patiently untill you were comfortable in his touch.
"Before you, Sulli was the only girl I was in love with." He said. Minding his words one question comes to your mind. Does that indirectly means that he loves you?
"I used to think she was the love of my life. We dated more than four years. We were so happy together and I thought it was forever type of love." He said then he chuckled harshly. As if he was disgusted.
"But nothing lasts forever as you can see." He said. He then does something unreal.
He goes on his knees on the floor and bow down to traditional Korean bow. "I am sorry. I am a monster and you don't deserve any of this. The least I can do is beg for forgiveness and that's what I am doing." He said.
A teardrop fell from your eyes. "Get up Baekhyun." You said.
"I am not forgiving you right away but yes I may be am willing to give you a second chance." You say finally and he smiled.
"But... I have a condition!" You say Baekhyun sit beside you.
"Anything!" He said.
"You need to start therapy for your biopolar issues." He nodded happily.
